It is rainy elephants and tigers here in good old New York for the second day in a row. I love the way the drops of rain trickle down the window and the gray tones mask the sky. AHHHH my utopia. The other day I was lucky enough to walk home in the rain and everything around me was such a lush shade of green. I just wanted to sit there and let the rain wash over me and wash everything away. I guess some people feel about the sun the way I feel about rain, I feel reborn, rejuvenated, and like nothing else matters at that moment.
Stepping into rain makes me feel like I am stepping into mystery. When most people are scrambling for umbrellas I discard mine. I don't want to be shielded; the rain is so lovely and surprisingly inviting. If you haven't danced in the rain I strongly suggest you do it. No it is never too late. Don't look at getting wet as an inconvenience think of it as an opportunity to welcome what most people run from.
Okay so I will tell you one thing I have been up to considering it has been taking a good portion of my time. I hoped to have pictures but, alas, this is kind of hard to take pictures of.
Deep down I have always wanted to be an author, and yes I know who doesn’t, but I didn't want it for the money I wanted it for the beauty of composed words. I wanted euphemistic sentences to tickle my fingertips. I wanted people to relate to what I was saying and to live if only for a second in my thoughts. So that is what I have been dreaming and trying to turn into my reality. These things take resources, research, and time I never seem to have. I know what John Myer was trying to say when he said, "I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for," mentally I want to stretch from here to infinity with ideas and creations, but physically I can't, but it won't stop me from trying. So I am continually working on improving and creating.
So take my word for it. I have things in the works things but I feel will all come together in the end, but for now just makes me look like a scattered mess.
Oh, and I have been crafting please don't think I have given up on it, but it is preparation for an event so please stay tuned!
Smooches,
Steph
Stepping into rain makes me feel like I am stepping into mystery. When most people are scrambling for umbrellas I discard mine. I don't want to be shielded; the rain is so lovely and surprisingly inviting. If you haven't danced in the rain I strongly suggest you do it. No it is never too late. Don't look at getting wet as an inconvenience think of it as an opportunity to welcome what most people run from.
Okay so I will tell you one thing I have been up to considering it has been taking a good portion of my time. I hoped to have pictures but, alas, this is kind of hard to take pictures of.
Deep down I have always wanted to be an author, and yes I know who doesn’t, but I didn't want it for the money I wanted it for the beauty of composed words. I wanted euphemistic sentences to tickle my fingertips. I wanted people to relate to what I was saying and to live if only for a second in my thoughts. So that is what I have been dreaming and trying to turn into my reality. These things take resources, research, and time I never seem to have. I know what John Myer was trying to say when he said, "I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for," mentally I want to stretch from here to infinity with ideas and creations, but physically I can't, but it won't stop me from trying. So I am continually working on improving and creating.
So take my word for it. I have things in the works things but I feel will all come together in the end, but for now just makes me look like a scattered mess.
Oh, and I have been crafting please don't think I have given up on it, but it is preparation for an event so please stay tuned!
Smooches,
Steph
