Fantastic Figments / Plumes Ami

Spring is here

2010-03-17T13:24:00.001-07:00

Spring is here
Originally uploaded by Stephanie Mannuci Photography

Dropping in!!!!!

2010-02-24T13:22:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO to all my blogging buddies out there. Super long time now talk.
Well to recap!

*On November 20th Adam and I closed on our first home! Major fixer-upper but making serious progress. I hope to have some before and after photos in the next century.

*We adopted two baby doggies (photos to come) they are the cuttttessttt

*Photography is going.. slow during the winter months but I have had a ton of great feed back on my work and a lot of interested parties. If you haven't visited here is the link to see some of my work : VISIT MY FLICKR SITE BY CLICKING HERE

*I turned 25... I know.. not too old not too young... This is an interesting age. Interesting in that I don't really know what I want to do with myself... but it is a good time to start figuring all that out!

*And I just want to let everyone know I haven't fallen too far from the creativity

wagon. I always have my photography but I have made two new pieces....

The last piece I made as I was listening to the Firefly song.... you know the one.

Well I hope everyone is having a creative and successful new year. I know mine has been very busy filled with many thing to be thankful for. I am not sure if I would have played my hang any other way. I really hope to get some photos of my babies up soon. Share their cute little mugs with the world. Sending all of my love to my blog buddies who have not forgotten about me. I might leave from time to time but I always come back. Like a bad penny right? Smooches, Steph

Major Massive Out Of This WORLD announcments!

2009-09-27T16:19:00.000-07:00

Hello hello have I missed all of you!

I hate hate hate hate that I haven't been around in sooo long but my life has been turned upside down inside out and every which way but relaxing. But with all that I haven't forgotten about any of you and although I don't have much time for commenting I have been around lurking in the shadows. I have two MAJOR life changing announcements and I absolutely must share them with all of you before everyone else ... The first..

***Stephanie Mannuci Photography*** is officially equipted with a website. Oh yes finally operational. I will tell you this wasn't easy at all. The market for photography websites is very very very expensive. The maintenence is even more so! So I simply went to blogger, fashion (with the help of online instructions) what I think is a very business looking layout. I desinged some banners, added some links and I think it came out pretty nice! Now it is all about building my portfolio. My photography is really starting to take form to the point where people recognize my work. Even as far as many people saying it is Twilight-esque. This is off becuase I have not read the books and only saw a fraction of the film.

So here is a snip-it below. You can redirect there by clicking the link above or typing in http://www.stephaniemannuciphotography.com/

Please enjoy and visit often for updates!

The second announcement is huge it is massive it is out of this world AMAZING... Are you ready!?!?!?!?! Here is a hint... Do you get it?!?!?!?!?

http://www.flippin58knightstreet.blogspot.com/

I AM GOING TO BE A HOME OWNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is right on Nov. 20th with the good graces we will be closing!!!!!!!!!!! And what a better way of sharing this expirence than blogging about it. This is 100% a flip house. It is run down uninhabitable and Adam and I will be flipping EVERY room in it and the outside as well. This will be an amazing journey and one that I want to document and share with all of you. I want to hear your opinions, I will be taking photos along the way of the house, color pallets, and vintage finds, I will be looking to all of your for support. I am sure I will need it. Before all the fun decorating stuff we much finalize the mortgage.. NOW that is stressful!

The sad news, but not sad forever. While we are tending to the houses needs and my growing photography business my art will be taking a back seat until the house is in liveable condition. BUT BUT BUT.. this isn't forever. My art supplies has been packed away and it will eventually find a new home in a MUCH bigger space. So I ask all of you to hang in there with me. Stay with me, follow and join my new blog: http://www.flippin58knightstreet.blogspot.com/ .... Just like I needed your support here I need it there as well. And oh yes there will be plenty of art. I am calling this my art house from the decorating to the decorations. And I will need your input. Please join us!

So THANK all of you in advance. Thank you for the past and what I am sure will be an amazing future. Thank you for all the help and support you have all given me and for never giving up on me. This new journey isn't going to be easy but..... it is my journey

SMOOOOOOOCHES,
Steph

And They're Off

2009-08-20T13:27:00.000-07:00

I live in a wondrous part of New York State. Not my favorite state, but I live in what I consider one of the best areas… Saratoga Springs. If you happened to have visited you surely understand what I mean. The area is full of culture and artistic flares. A place bread on tradition with a growing economic acceptance. If you have visited you have undoubtedly came to understand that one of Saratoga's oldest and most fond traditions is Saratoga Race Track.

A place not just in the movies where women are adorn in large flopping hats and fine threads. Since this is such a staple of our community my place of employment makes a point of allowing employees to reveal in the tradition by generously buying us all tickets to a one day of pampered track goodness.

I thought the least I could do was bring my camera. Unfortunately it was 90* yesterday but luckily we did have indoor A/C so we could hop between the two environments. Heat aside the day was full of fun and excitement of many as they clenched their tickets awaiting the final outcome. We did have some winner but yesterday there were no losers. Everyone in some way or another had a good time. That my friend is what Saratoga Springs is all about. No matter how steep the economic downturn will slide Saratoga will always be rich in tradition and history.

So as soon as the track begun it is soon gone. This event only lasts for a very short time but it is magical. I hope you enjoyed seeing a little piece of my world.

Smooches,

Steph

p.s. I bought two new camera lenses... let the fun begin!

2009-08-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

Hello all my lovely friends in blog land. Sorry it has been so long.. Wow times flies no matter what I am doing. So let's see… What have I been up to? For the last week I have been making my swiftest effort in catching up with old friends. Since for the last year I have been consumed with art, blogging, and Etsy. Although I love all of these things I had to step back and smell the roses. This last weekend Emily and I went to NYC were we met up with Jo Anne. It was a sister-in-law weekend so to speak. We had a great time and even got to do a little shopping. PIcture of Emily and I below

My photography business seems to be getting a lot of positive feedback and below I posted some photos from my latest shot. I have been spending a lot of time reading and understanding this very diverse art form (photography). I really think I like it and I might even try to pursue it on more of a full time level once Adam lands a job. That is right we are still looking for an engineering job any help is appreciated!

With the photography in the picture it has given me little time for art, that plus most of my art stuff had to be packed away because it simply doesn't fit in the apartment anymore… BOOOOO I really am heart broken but we can't afford to move. That and with Halloween, my favorite holiday fast approaching it makes me long for my paint brush. Alas, I do have my camera and I plan on getting out there and getting all the photos I can at the wonderful Autumn that I predict will be one of the most beautiful I have ever seen. For this I am excited. That and I can't wait for HalloWEEENENENEN! YIPPY

Anyway. I am off for now. I will talk to you all soon and wishing you all happy crafting SMOOCHES!

Steph

Stephanie Mannuci Photography Special

2009-07-27T08:53:00.001-07:00

Hi All!
Super quick post to just let everyone know about a special I am running!

*** As a reminder I only shoot in natural light ***

Stephanie Mannuci Photography is offering a $50 special on (choose one of the following) baby, child, or family portraits. For your money you will receive up to one hour of photography time with me, one outfit change, one location change, and a post edited CD of your photos ready to print. ** Family protraits are up to 4 people, each additional person is a $5 dollar charge**Book two sessions and get 20% off the second session!! Contact me for details and if you have any questions.

I look forward to capturing your special moments!

Smooches,
Steph

For all the Twilighters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-23T05:12:00.000-07:00

Okay so I promised everyone a Twilight photo shoot and I don't like going back on my promises so here is a teaser... Here we are again with my favorite model Emily, she is just amazing at what she does. We know each other so well that we anticipate the next shot and we just know what the other is thinking.

So as I mentioned before I am not a Twilight guru but I know SOOOO many people who are, but one thing is for certain I love the aesthetic! The cinematography was amazing so that is my inspiration! Smoooches, Steph

And if you haven't PLEASE check out my new and improved webiste at www.fantasticfigments.com !

Have a Great Weekend!

2009-07-21T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone and HAPPY Tuesday! Or as happy as a Tuesday can be!

Here is a photo shoot that I did over the weekend in a cemetery. I think there are some strong ones! I have reached a dilemma…. I am in trouble….You see; I am working on a computer that is 10 years old. I know I know.. With that, it doesn't have a high def. screen and you can imagine my camera is pretty high def. So while I am doing my editing in Photoshop on my antique computer screen everything looks great, but when I look at it on Adam's high def. screen I say OOOOOOMMMMMMGGGGGG. Everything looks different (and I can see mistakes) and although I save my files as workable I never want to go allll the way back and retouch them. This leads me to believe I am going to have to make another HUGE investment.

I work on a PC but I know the industry standard is a MAC. I am torn. I really don't have the money for a MAC but down the road I know I am going to have to get one BUUUTTT all my softwear is for PC. UGH!

Anyway. I hope everyone is doing well. I am sure people are busy with their kids being home from school and taking family vacations. I just want to say I really appreciate everyone who takes the time to stop in and look at my blog and comment. It is true when people say that comments feed the blog. I wouldn't have come this far without them!

Sorry for the short post…. but I will say this… keep an eye out for a twilight inspired photoshoot!

Smooches,
Steph

HUGE SALE = HUGE SAVINGS

2009-07-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

Please stop by my Plumes Ami Shop on Etsy were I am offer 20% off your entire purchase. Not just one item ALLL items! The more you buy the more you save. These fine threads make fine gifts and this offer is for a limited time!

COPPPY CAT ALERT!!!!!! MUST READ !!!!!!!

2009-07-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

Howdy Folks,
I am just dropping in with a quick post as we all have to band together. Danita of Danita art has been copied and the scum is selling her work. Please stop over and read her post -----> Copy Cat Post. Let us send a message to the thief that what has been done is NOT OKAY with any of us!
The good Samaritan who discovered the fraud did the right thing. Let us all keep that in mind if ever we see a reproduction outside of an artists key selling sites/shops.

SAY NO TO ART FRAUD

Tuuuuuuesday.

2009-07-14T06:01:00.001-07:00

Wishing it was Friiiiiiiiiiday. HAHA. I know I keep saying I wish it was the end of the week but……..if you did what I do you would wish it were Friday too. On top of it all it has been very slow at work. I mean slow like watching 'paint dry'. Not an once of work amongst the 15 of us. Which means by the time I get home I AM EXHAUSTED. I mean more exhausted than if I were to run a marathon. So forgive me if my productivity seems to be waning but it is hard to do nothing but stare at a computer all day and then go out and be ambitious without falling sleep during the attempt.

I did manage to finish editing the remaining photos from last week's photo shoot with Alissa. Take a look and tell me what you think.

So this weekend we went out to Turning Stone Casino in Verona, NY to see about having our wedding out there. Seems like a front runner! I really like how there were so many options and they had plenty of room in the halls so no one would feel cramped or smothered. I am big on having plenty of room to breath. The biggest bummer is that Oct. 30th might not be the best time to have a wedding because the week before they rip out all their foliage. L This saddens me because I soooooo badly wanted my masquerade wedding near Halloween. If we are to use Turning Stone we are looking at Columbus Day. I like the thought of the Sunday wedding since many people will have the Monday off, and they will travel in on Saturday and we can all have a rehearsal dinner. Now I run into a dilemma. Since I am not going to be doing the masquerade what theme can I do???????????????????? The Fall harvest thing is so overdone. I mean it is BEAUTIFUL but I wanted to be unique. And I really didn't want flower centerpieces. I already went out and bought candelabras but they don't match with the whole Fall thing. I want something crafty and something I can make myself. I want people to see it and say… "now that is different". I am sooo confused. And my colors had to change because black doesn't go with Fall. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH….. Decisions…..

Alright I have bored you all enough. Enjoy your Tuesday and I hope that you are more productive than me!

Smooches
Steph

TGIF! And some portraits

2009-07-10T06:03:00.001-07:00

Happy Friday All,
Well haven't I been a busy bee. This photography thing has really taken off, I have been busy busy busy. I think that this could become a business. We will see. Here are some portrait photos I took yesterday. I have a lot more so these might not even be the best, but I think they are worth a peak. I really want to find a baby to photograph.
This weekend is the big trip to Turning Stone Casino to see if that is where we will be having our wedding!!!! Scary thought. We still have a year :) I need to start making arrangements for our engagement photos…. EIK…. Of course I want them to be super artistic and special but in my neck of the woods there aren't many resources.
I am going to head out. Sorry I have been so busy that I haven't been able to make the rounds to say hi this week. Between the camera and editing I have been non-stop!

Big Weekend Smooches,
Steph

Dark Days

2009-07-08T06:57:00.000-07:00

I just wanted to give everyone a little taste of what NY has been looking like lately. I LOOOVVEEEE it. Although I am not a huge Twilight fan I can imagine that the Cullen's uprooted their home in "Washington" to come live in the Adirondacks. I can't remember the last time we have seen sun. Seriously we haven't had a day that hasn't had rain forecasted in FOREVER! I just wish I could spend more time in it, I get so inspired, but alas the working 9-5 gets in the way.

I love how the clouds slink over the sun so it casts gray/blue rays everywhere. I am not surprised I don't like the sun, yellow happens to be my least favorite color and I don't like bright yellow light being cast on anything. Although, I do enjoy a brown yellow, or an orange. Everyone calls be strange but I know there are more people like that out there.

So it has been about a month and I believe I am addicted to photography. I get butterflies when I take pictures! I have another photo shoot tomorrow with a nice young lady. These are preliminary shots to see if we will be moving forward with any themed shots. I think she will do very well. Actually we are going to sneak it in between thunderstorms. I could never be so fortunate but I hope the sky stays overcast during the shoot so I don't have to deal with the fun. Although since we haven't had any sun here I haven't gotten the opportunity to use it to my advantage for really backlit artistic shots.

I NEED YOUR HELP!!!! I am trying to think of some objects to take still lifes of (you know thing people would like and potentially want to buy) I have such a sometimes odd style that I don't always know things people like to hang in their house. Any suggestions? What would you like to hang in your house? All ideas are appreciated.

Alright happen Wednesday!

Smoooochhess,
Steph

Well Slap Me and Call Me Tuesday

2009-07-07T06:59:00.000-07:00

I hope everyone had a fun and safe holiday weekend. I fear the break wasn't nearly long enough; I could have used another day! I really wish it were Wednesday but hey beggars can't be choosers at least it isn't Monday anymore.

So if you haven't noticed at the top of my screen I have FLICKR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For right now I am just using it for my photography. You know trying to get some input. I PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE beg you to stop over and let me know what you think. I am very new to Flickr and well… don't have many friend (picture the lonely kid in the corner… that is me).

This weekend I was lucky enough to get over the Yaddo Gardens in Saratoga Spring, NY where I live. If you look through my Flickr pictures you will see where Emily is wearing a silk green dress, those are the gardens. This place is so special that there is a HUUUUGGGGEEE stone mansion that invites the best of the best artists from around the world to live there (painters, authors, musicians, etc..) and practice and refine their crafts. This mansion is closed to the public but is has all its original fixtures and décor. It is secluded and beautiful, something that could only be described by Shakespeare. In fact, on the grounds there are cabins and in one of those cabins is where the great Edgar Allen Poe wrote The Raven. I wish I had a telephoto lens to capture the beauty of the building. Here is one of the pictures from the shoot in the garden.

I have to say I am very bummed out :( My Etsy stores have dried up…. I am sure on part of me not putting in any new items, but I can't unless things sell. I am so torn... Do I put my entire Plumes Ami shop on sale and hope things sell or do I wait for Christmas to roll around. Really my funds are dried up and I can't afford to buy much more to create more art :(. Plus, I think I made a huge ambitious mistake and bit off more than I can chew. I will probably give everything a little more time to see if there is any turn around if I add some new items. Yes, it is discouraging but even more so frustrating because I spent most of my resources and efforts building some that is flopping. The only solace I have is that the economy everywhere has crashed and I am not the only one in the boat.

This has been a strange couple of months for me and I can't seem to figure out why. Maybe it is all of the transitions I have been through. Maybe because there have been times where my soul has been broken and I have had to get back up. I think this year in general has really tested my will and my full value of self will only be recognized when I see how I put all the pieces back together. I think I am becoming a new person. What a funny thing… the transition from child to adult.

I hope everyone had a fun and safe holiday weekend. I fear the break wasn't nearly long enough; I could have used another day! I really wish it were Wednesday but hey beggars can't be choosers at least it isn't Monday anymore.

So if you haven't noticed at the top of my screen I have FLICKR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For right now I am just using it for my photography. You know trying to get some input. I PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE beg you to stop over and let me know what you think. I am very new to Flickr and well… don't have many friend (picture the lonely kid in the corner… that is me).

This weekend I was lucky enough to get over the Yaddo Gardens in Saratoga Spring, NY where I live. If you look through my Flickr pictures you will see where Emily is wearing a silk green dress, those are the gardens. This place is so special that there is a HUUUUGGGGEEE stone mansion that invites the best of the best artists from around the world to live there (painters, authors, musicians, etc..) and practice and refine their crafts. This mansion is closed to the public but is has all its original fixtures and décor. It is secluded and beautiful, something that could only be described by Shakespeare. In fact, on the grounds there are cabins and in one of those cabins is where the great Edgar Allen Poe wrote The Raven. I wish I had a telephoto lens to capture the beauty of the building. Here is one of the pictures from the shoot in the garden.

I have to say I am very bummed out L My Etsy stores have dried up…. I am sure on part of me not putting in any new items, but I can't unless things sell. I am so torn... Do I put my entire Plumes Ami shop on sale and hope things sell or do I wait for Christmas to roll around. Really my funds are dried up and I can't afford to buy much more to create more artL. Plus, I think I made a huge ambitious mistake and bit off more than I can chew. I will probably give everything a little more time to see if there is any turn around if I add some new items. Yes, it is discouraging but even more so frustrating because I spent most of my resources and efforts building some that is flopping. The only solace I have is that the economy everywhere has crashed and I am not the only one in the boat.

This has been a strange couple of months for me and I can't seem to figure out why. Maybe it is all of the transitions I have been through. Maybe because there have been times where my soul has been broken and I have had to get back up. I think this year in general has really tested my will and my full value of self will only be recognized when I see how I put all the pieces back together. I think I am becoming a new person. What a funny thing… the transition from child to adult.

Big Smooches To All Of You,
Steph

Thank you Rod Serling

2009-07-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

"You're traveling through another dimension, a dimension not only of sight and sound but of mind; a journey into a wondrous land whose boundaries are that of imagination. That's the signpost up ahead - your next stop, the Twilight Zone!"

Ahh that is right folks! Last night at 12midnight (just like a do every 4th of July weekend) I started to watch the Twilight Zone marathon on Sci Fi. Seriously, this time every year it feels like Christmas. I have the chance to relive my favorite episodes and a chance to watch the ones I had missed. In all honesty the Twilight Zone captured the true essence of thrill. They didn't need blood and gore they used your mind. After all it is a dimension of the mind.

So every year without fail I sit and I watch all I can while trying to not 'waste time' Luckily here in NY we have been having non-stop rain for months so I don't think outdoor activities will be at an all time high. Not only do I love the rain but it embodies the perfect atmosphere for watching the ever chilling series that good ol' Rod Serling started so many moons ago. So while I drink my Mimosa I would like to tip my hat to Rod Serling and thank him for allowing me to capture bits of my childhood and freeze them forever…. In the Twilight Zone.

On a separate note, HAPPY 4th of July. I will probably be scarce over the weekend as I try not to be on the computer too much since I am on it all week. But I hope everyone drive safe and smart, enjoys family and friends, and has fun celebrating our independence!

Oh and one last thing before I go. I made an out home lighting studio last night and photographed cupcakes. Here is a sneak peek! I will post them next week!

BIG SMOOCHES,
Steph

Rain Days=Trash the Dress

2009-07-01T07:30:00.000-07:00

I am sure that many of you have heard about trashing the dress. Of course it normally pertains to wedding dresses but I decided to mix it up. At first I didn't like the idea of some one ruining a dress just to ruin something but after I looked at some pictures I realized they might ruin the dress but they are making beautiful memories and photographs. Honestly I learned to love the juxtaposition between a beautiful/proper dress and opposite actions.

Again here is Emily. She is my favorite muse, although, I am looking for new models to give Emily a break. If any one is familiar with NY we have been getting non-stop rain. Yesterday (the day of the shoot) we had storm watches/warning/advisories, we also had flooding and the list goes on. She stood out in the rain and I think we got some amazing shots. Take a peek.

Some of them might appear a tad blurry. They aren't in 'real life' these are 3rd generation saves!

We are suppose to get the same weather tonight and tonight is ghost hunters… so I am very okay with this!

Comments are always welcomed!

Happy mid-week. I don't know about all of you have I am excited for my Friday off!

Please scroll down to see all of the pictures.

SMOOOCHES,
Steph

Run, Don't Walk, From The……..SLOB

2009-06-30T05:18:00.000-07:00

You thought the blob was scary?!?!! Well, you haven't met the slob- me. I am sure most of you have noticed that there hasn't been much art coming from me lately. Yes, I have been busy with vacation, weddings, and photography but I am afraid I have committed a serious offense. I would go as far as saying I committed a crime against humanity. This is my art table.(insert terrible horror scream).

I haven't produced art because I can't seem to get to my art table. Sadly, it has been this way since I feel ill 3 months back. I just haven't cleaned it. Sure there has been time, but… cleaning is no fun! But I miss my painting and in order to paint I need my table back.

In all fairness, I use everything that is on that table and I just don't have the proper storage. In fact, that desk is SQUISHED in the corner of my living room. It is the pits. Not the kind of location that breeds creative thoughts. We have been looking for a new place but can't seem to find anything in our price range (especially during track season). We live right next to Saratoga Race Tack (horse racing).

To make matters worse all of my sewing supplies are 30 mins away so every time I want to sew I have to drive. There is just no room. Trust me it gets worse, our eat in kitchen houses Adam's desk and computer so there is no eating table! We can't even have people over for dinner.

Well well well, people tell me that even if I had a mansion there wouldn't be enough room for all of my 'stuff'. But, I know that everyone here knows that art supplies takes up a lot of space. So next time you see me… Don't walk, run as fast as you can in the opposite direction, for if I touch you, you might become a slob.

Happy Tuesday

Smooches
Steph

As For Friday

2009-06-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

WOW....
Excuse me if I seem out of it. This morning has been rough. I normally get up at 7:40am to get ready for work. I haven't been sleeping great lately so last night I must have fallen into a REALLY deep sleep. This morning I heard an alarm go off, since I am the only one that works on Friday I figured it was my alarm and struggled to get up and go take a shower. I am standing in the shower thinking about how exhausted I am and that this week of little sleep really did me in. I get out and do my make-up and my hair, I get dressed and have breakfast. Then I sit down at the computer to check my email and I realize it is only 7:20am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had gotten up a whole hour early and it was ADADADADAMMMMM who set his alarm and failed to tell me he was getting up early today to work on his mom's car. Honestly I could have killed him. Now I am EXHAUUUUSSTED to the 10th degree, and the exhaustion is accompanied by a MASSIVE headache!

To make matters more difficult we have to take a 5 hour trip tonight to NJ for my brother's wedding tomorrow. UGH!!!!!!!!!! So I told Adam that I am going to have to get some sleep in the car or I will just be ugly.

I wasn't going to post these picture but....here they are... I took these around town the other day. I put antiquing filters on them, but I am a little disappointed. When I was enhancing them they didn't look AS contrived but once I saved them they seemed a little vintage overdone. OHHHH TWELLL..

I still have so much more learning to do technically with understanding the electronic mode of photography. I am nervous that since I messed with the setting so much that is has messed the settings up because now I am having issues getting crisp shots. MAN I wish we had dslr classes. So here are my purposely antiqued photos that I named "Vintage Saratoga"

In my time of photography (and with that I include my video photography) I MUCH perfer to capture subjects that have souls. I love finding out who a person is through their eyes. I like the story that they tell me without speaking. I like that interaction that I just can't seem to get when photographing nature. If I could I would photograph people all day. I know this is unrealistic so I will enjoy what I can get right now :)

HAPPPPY Weekend,

Smooches,
Steph

Stephanie Mannuci Photography

2009-06-24T06:20:00.001-07:00

Stephanie Mannuci Photography

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I know it doesn't hurt to have such a beautiful subject but I am very pleased with the way these turned out! I took them in overcast weather (PEEERFECT picture taking weather that is)
I didn't use a flash because I really don't like flashes and the artificial look. I like raw natural live color and beauty.
This is Adam's sister Emily and she is a wonderful person inside and out (I am sure you can see that.) She has so many dimensions that she really becomes the perfect subject. She lets you in and allows you to see what is behind those baby blues. I can't wait to take more pictures with her!

She has a good heart and she was very patient with me. Not everyone likes to get their picture taken! I didn't have to twist her arm too hard once I told her she could have the photos.

I really wanted to capture the lush greens in juxtaposition to her pale hair and skin

Now I am totally changing topics since I just need to write this to write it. I like to share my thoughts and feelings as much as I can. I want people to understand my art and to do that I think it is nice to let people see who you are as a person. More important to see that not everything is perfect and beautiful all the time. I know some time ago I wrote about my love for imperfection. I should have wrote more about coming to terms with imperfection. So I guess this is what I am doing now.

"Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

If I could live by one quote I would love to live by this one. Lately (and by that I mean the last year) I have been struggling with this and big time. I hold everything to such a high standard, including myself but I fail to recognize that nothing is perfect. Also I fail to realize that I can't change and control everything. Honestly it has caused a huge upheaval and I can't seem to come to terms with acceptance. I am not even sure how to accept and the more I reflect I am not sure if I have ever just accepted anything. I wish to be at easy but I always feel as though I am in a constant battle......I want to be at ease, I want to taste serenity, if only once.

I would like to say I am slowly working on it. But I don't know where to start. I find it very hard to understand life right now, I know it is such a beautiful thing and there are some aspects about it I love, I love creating and sharing my creations with others. I love talking with people who share in similar interests. But in all the beauty inner turmoil always finds me. Really I am tired of being Debbie Downer. There is so much I enjoy and want to share but certain outside influences never allow me to fully blossom. I am held back from what I know I can achieve and I become bitter. I am in a situation that won't last forever but a situation that keeps me from pursuing my arts. A situation that is necessary and a situation I must give acceptance. This is strange because I never let anything beat me.....but I feel if I don't accept it I will be beating myself in the end.

I wish everyone a WONDERFUL Wednesday. I know Ghost Hunters are on tonight and Adam will be home so in all honestly it doesn't get much sweeter than that!

Please leave any comments you would like to about the photos. I love to hear feedback! No really please critique

Smooooochhhess,

Steph

Tuesday Suprise

2009-06-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

OKay folks this is my big surprise... I FINALLLLLLLLYYYYYYY broke down and bought a real D-SLR. I can't tell you how over the moon I am about this little guy.

Adam and I call her the baby. HEHE we are silly. We actually totally personified the camera and since it hangs around my neck 24/7 we thought it was only proper to treat it like a baby.

I still have a TON to learn since the only other camera a used besides a point and shoot was an old film 35-mm for a short period of time. Well I have a college concentration in video editing and photography but this is considerably different

I am still getting hung up about how to get the right amount of light when I am shooting in the dark (and I don't want to use the flash.) I am finding that to be the most challenging.

Adam's sister and I did a photo shoot yesterday and I have to say the pictures came out Great! well at least I think so. I believe there is pleasing composition and good use of the 3rds rule. I have a bunch more but I will save them for another time when I unveil her portfolio. Of course just for fun but you never know, I might become a pro photog yet!

Happy Tuesday everyone! Please be prepared to see a lot more pictures than art as now I am trying my hand at this new wonderful amazing medium!

Alllllll suggestions are always welcomed and appreciated!

Smmochesssss,

Steph

I am hommmmeeeeee

2009-06-22T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hello EVERYONE! Boy did I missedd you all. I am back home with lots of work ahead of me.. by that I mean laundry. I just got home from the cruise last night at 11:00 pm and I have to go to work today. EIK, I know, but I have tons of pictures to show everyone and great stories to tell. I will leave you with this one.... this was my favorite part of the Caribbean cruise, Royal Carribean's private island Coco Cay

I think it will take me a few day to unwind and unpack. But I have something very exciting to share with everyone that is going to change the look of almost everything I do, I will give you a hint.... it will help me capture great detail..... (I am sure I gave it away)

HAPPY Monday (if there is such a thing)
SMOOOOCHESSSS
Steph

Such an Odd Day!

2009-06-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

Howdy All

Happy Tuesday!

Ironically I think Tuesday is my least favorite day of the week. I know it should be Monday but it takes until Tuesday for me to realize my weekend is gone.

Before I show some pictures from the weekend I thought I would tell you about some eerie things that have happened today. I love the mystery behind it all, allows my imagination to run wild.

Just to paint a picture for you, it is very rainy and foggy outside today. Almost like an ominous cloud is being cast. I was walking to work today (8:30 am) and I took a short cut through a CVS parking lot that is quite large. In the middle of the lot I see a mass of people. At least 40 people all men in dark suits. Naturally my first thought was that there was a funeral but that thought soon dissipated because I realized there are no churches in the general vicinity. And with that, why would it only be men. I then saw a large van which looked like a news van but then realized it wasn't and the doors opened and I saw a woman in a tan suit sitting (in what I thought was a wheel chair, this would explain the large van). Of course this is on a day I didn't wear my glasses so my vision was skewed. I really thought this was odd, but I didn't want to get too close to them so I continued to walk to work. As I reached the end of the parking lot to walk down the stairs (it is a raised lot with stairs like in the Exorcist) I saw lots of flashing lights up the road. There had to be at least four cop cars surrounding something. Interestingly I found it unrelated to the people standing in the parking lot. I proceeded to walk to work and kept hearing sirens in the opposite direction. WOW I thought, what an interesting and odd morning it has been and as I got about 100 yards from work there was another accident involving a young girl. This one I could see very clearly as it was across the street from where I was walking. No one appeared to be hurt. So I am glad I walked to work today if not for the sake of being intrigued but since there seemed to be an odd rash of accidents everywhere and my car is new.

So this was an interesting weekend to say the least. I have some picture to show you all! The first are pictures of Adam and I at Americade. I talked about Americade in my last post. Here we are the happy couple.

Below are some pictures that Emily (Adam's sister) and I took of our dog (Sophie) on Sunday. Yes that is Emily's bra on her head. She is so silly and too cute. I got Sophie for Adam for a b-day gift 6 years ago. She is a German shorthaired pointer and I swear she is a person. For anyone who knows this breed they will agree they act like a clingy 13 year old girl. She is overly dramatic, thinks she is a queen, and has really human like qualities. Sophie sits on her butt on the couch with her front paws in the air. She has a weird crush on Adam, and when you discipline her she will roll her eyes at you. DRAMA. She isn't all that fond of me since I am dating her man. HAHA she will get over it!

I did finish the duvet cover, but Adam has been sick in bed for the last four days so I haven't had a chance to make the bed to take a picture of it. When he is well I will make sure I snap a shot!

Alright everyone have a splendid Tuesday. I hope it is less weird than mine has been!

Smooches,
Steph

Friday is My Day

2009-06-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

Good Friday everyone!

I come to you from the land of make believe. No not really but I guess there is no harm in pretending.

Before I get on with the post please stop over and visit my Etsy shop as there have been some updates… Let me tell you the new post cards are soooo darn cute. I can't wait to use them myself.

So Last night I made my first duvet cover! I don't want to tell you too much about it now, but I hope to get the button holes in it tonight so I can take pictures and show everyone next week! YIPPY. It isn't the exact color that I wanted but what I ended up getting was hard to find. I guess technically I wanted white but we all know what happens with anything that is white… that is right it gets gross especially if you sleep with it everyday.

I am sure some of you are familiar with Americade. For those who aren't it is a HUGGGGEEEEE bike (motorcycle) expo in Lake George NY. Of course it you see huge caravans of bikes pass by

going north this time of year good chances they are part of Americade. So Adam and I will be there tonight on our little Hondamatic. This is a very rare bike as it had only been made for one year. And as the name alludes it is an automatic bike. Granted I much rather but sporting a Harley, but alas, can't afford one and it is kind of neat to be riding on an antique (1970's).

So if you hear a faint WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO coming from the distance odds are it is me because I absolutely love the freedom of a motorcycle.!

Happy Friday Loves,

Smooches
Steph

Two Posts In A Row! New Piece On Etsy

2009-06-03T06:02:00.000-07:00

Howdy All.

It is Wed. which is usually that most blah day of the week for others but not for me... Today is Ghost Hunter day. That is right a full night dedicated to those who look for the supernatural. Always a good time.

Adam is home today getting the house ready for us to leave next week. He is the greatest when it comes to household chores (I gravely pale in comparison!)

Here is the new piece I will be putting as a print on Etsy sometime today! I love her. She is longing for her love to return. I am in love with the background it is one of my favorite shades of green.

I received an award today from the very talented and oh so sweet Jenny from Wonders of Whimsy. She is such an amazing person who does so many great things for our alley kitties. Make sure you stop over and give her some love!

The blog award is for being refreshing and creative, promotes friendship and positive thinking. Do I promote positive thinking? LOL Anyway, the lucky person who receives this award will need to perform the following:

The Rules:

- Create a post with a mention and link to the person who presented the Noblesse Oblige Award

- The Award Conditions must be displayed at the post.

- Write a short article about what the Blog has thus far achieved, preferably citing one or more older posts as support

- You must present the Noblesse Oblige Award in concurrence with the Award conditions

- You must display the Award at any location at your blog

My Two nominations are:

Amariah Rauscher & Things With Wings and Other Things

These 5 ladies have been instrumental in the success of The Muse Behind the Mask and giving me the support/friendship I need to continue with this endeavour. These five ladies are as positive as can be! Almost everyday they post pictures of their art and all art is positive because it is creation. Thank You ladies!

Alright I am off. Have a great Wed.

Smooches,

Steph

Searching For Peace

2009-06-02T06:15:00.000-07:00

Before I begin here is a shamless plug. Last night The Muse Behind The Mask was updated with the interview staring Things With Wings and Other Things. Please stop over it is a great interview that I am sure many people will relate too!

"Year by year the complexities of this world grow more bewildering, and so each year we need all the more to seek peace and comfort in joyful simplicities." Anom

Lately I have this anxiety that is building in my gut. By lately I mean the last 6 months. I can't seem to find the calm or even a little relaxing nook in the depths of my mind. My brain is constantly racing and it will not let me have a break. I find myself in a constant search for peace, relaxation, balance, and stillness. I don't even know where to start. I wake up everyday with angst and uneasiness and end my day exhausted and regretful. All I want is a little break a little bit of time to ease my mind, alas; I don't see an end in sight. I want to simplify without giving up the things I love. And the things I love are the things I need. I know the solution but I can't seem to get there and I guess necessity rules a tight jurisdiction over simplicity.

I look at the little bonsai tree sitting on my desk. It turns and weaves in such a smooth easy serpent like way. The little tree stands tall and proud very sure of the direction it is taking, never unyielding, and never in a hurry. To me this tree is peace and I want to be the tree.

This little Aceo isn't finished I still have a little background work to do on it. This uneasiness in my life has left it very hard for me to paint or draw. I have been crafting in different ways but I miss my true love my fine art. I just have to get in the zone again. I have been seeing so much inspiration and my fellow artists excelling that I know I have to step it up.

The good news is I have written the first 20 pages of my book. YIPPY. Of course this is the first draft with many many revisions to go but I think I am on to something here.

Unfortunately I might be scarce the next couple of weeks as I have my brother's wedding shower this weekend and then the CRUISE the next weekend AND THEN my brother's wedding the weekend after that. I will try to touch base here and there but I will be a busy girl. I just want to relax.

Talk to you all soon.

Smooches,

Steph

O-Happy Rainy Day

2009-05-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

It is rainy elephants and tigers here in good old New York for the second day in a row. I love the way the drops of rain trickle down the window and the gray tones mask the sky. AHHHH my utopia. The other day I was lucky enough to walk home in the rain and everything around me was such a lush shade of green. I just wanted to sit there and let the rain wash over me and wash everything away. I guess some people feel about the sun the way I feel about rain, I feel reborn, rejuvenated, and like nothing else matters at that moment.

Stepping into rain makes me feel like I am stepping into mystery. When most people are scrambling for umbrellas I discard mine. I don't want to be shielded; the rain is so lovely and surprisingly inviting. If you haven't danced in the rain I strongly suggest you do it. No it is never too late. Don't look at getting wet as an inconvenience think of it as an opportunity to welcome what most people run from.

Okay so I will tell you one thing I have been up to considering it has been taking a good portion of my time. I hoped to have pictures but, alas, this is kind of hard to take pictures of.

Deep down I have always wanted to be an author, and yes I know who doesn’t, but I didn't want it for the money I wanted it for the beauty of composed words. I wanted euphemistic sentences to tickle my fingertips. I wanted people to relate to what I was saying and to live if only for a second in my thoughts. So that is what I have been dreaming and trying to turn into my reality. These things take resources, research, and time I never seem to have. I know what John Myer was trying to say when he said, "I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for," mentally I want to stretch from here to infinity with ideas and creations, but physically I can't, but it won't stop me from trying. So I am continually working on improving and creating.

So take my word for it. I have things in the works things but I feel will all come together in the end, but for now just makes me look like a scattered mess.

Oh, and I have been crafting please don't think I have given up on it, but it is preparation for an event so please stay tuned!

Smooches,
Steph

I Won't Tell You Twice

2009-05-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

I believe you are probably saying to yourself right now, "why does this picture look familiar?" That is because it looks like your mother's scorn, and you would be correct. Now I won't tell you twice, hop on over to The Muse Behind The Mask to vote for the next Muse. There isn't much time left, it ends this week!

Okay ladies (to any gents that are reading this is when you want to stop reading... really stop!) So you all know how I am going on a cruise in June.. June 15th I get on board and just like those commercials on TV mother nature is stopping by AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. … … I think I could kill some one. My first vacation in forever and I am going to be curses with the ugliest, worst, more miserable thing in creation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you oh holy smitter. But of course I am not a delicate 3 days low flow all I have to wear is a panty liner kinda gal. NOOOOO I am a hold on to the seat of your pants this is going to be a bumpy 10 dyas. To make things worse I am not on BC so I can't even skip! Yes so as you can imagine I am freaking out this is a wedding gift and I am going to be running around like the hulk on steroids. PLEASE ANY SUGGESTIONS ARE WELCOMED NATURAL OR NOT! So for the men that did read that I apologize…. I told you to stop ;)

I hope to have another post soon to explain what I have been doing. Contrary to what my updating shows I have been really busy and I REALLY want to explain and show you all what I have been doing and where.

Smooches to all.

Oh and thanks for reading the ugly part of this post. I would say disgusting but hey it happened to almost all women.

Planes,Boats?!?!?!, & Automobiles

2009-05-14T10:31:00.000-07:00

Wow long time no post!

Well it has taken me some time to get my life back in order after my array of health issues and I am still working on it. I guess everyday is a little better in those regards. I am still dealing with some issues that takes me away from my blogging world from time to time but I always find my way back.

I have updates my Plumes Ami shop on Etsy. Here is a peak. Please stop over if you can and take a look. I have several other pieces made and hope to be updating soon. I try to spread things out. (sometimes I take too long in the spreading process haha). Just click the picture below and it will direct you to Plumes Ami on Etsy.

I would like to take a second and thank Amariah for being a great sport and successfully fulfilling the roll of Muse on The Muse Behind the Mask. If you haven't stopped over you really should. Currently we are voting on the new Muse and the voting is open to everyone so please stop by!

There is some fun news that I haven't told everyone yet….drum roll…. I am going on a cruise in JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is my first cruise and I am super excited. I have never been on one before and I am looking very forward to what I hear is an unforgettable time. Adam's more than generous Grandfather gave it to us as a wedding gift (no I am not married yet). June 15th I will board the ship and if I love it I might not come home. HAHA.. Okay I will come back to get my birds but then I might leave again! We will be departing from Florida (He even paid for the plane flight!) and hitting all the islands in the West Caribbean. HAHA boo hoo right ;). I added the picture of the ship. It is one of the newest in the fleet and it is called the Legend. I am not a sun person but I am definitely a vacation person.

I guess my other fun news is I GOT A NEW CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes it is fun but believe me the payments aren't and my other car broke so I didn't have much of a choice. Here is a picture. It is a dream to drive.

Call me what you will but although I have fun news life has been pretty poopy around these parts. Adam still can't find a job, the candidate pool for aerospace and mechanical engineers just double with the new graduates and student loans will be rolling in. Lets just say it kills moral. So as always if anyone know of a company that is looking for an aerospace or mechanical engineer you know where to find me. He could also be a great mechanic or even a golf course mechanic. Thanks all.

Alright nice chatting to everyone again. I hope to talk to you all soon!

Smooches,
Steph

ANNNDDD THE WINNER IS!!!!!!!

2009-04-24T06:01:00.001-07:00

The Winner is THE GIVE AWAY DIVA! (Ironic) I really haven't gotten to know this nice young lady but I did take a stop over to her blog and it seems that she is doing everyone a nice service by telling you all about upcoming giveaways! Check it out.

AND THE PRIZE!!!!!! A 5"X7" print of I WOULD LIKE TO FLY TOO!

Thank you all who entered and don't forget to stop by The Muse Behind The Mask for a chance to win a print from Amariah, this month's featured artist.

Stay tuned next week with a BIG update with what I have been up to. And maybe for two shop updates wink wink....

Smooches

Steph

GIVEAWAY LAST DAY

2009-04-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

Last day to enter my giveaway for one free print. Please read below post of information to enter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Smooches
Steph

GIVE AWAY!

2009-04-16T09:25:00.000-07:00

Give Away

(FREE PRINT FROM Fantastic Figments)
In honor of me reaching two of my goals, making it one year on Etsy and opening my second blog
(click picture to visit new blog!)

I would like to host a happy little giveaway!

To Enter:
***You MUST visit my Etsy Store ( Fantastic Figments) and choose your one favorite prints between (Undercover, Forsaken, Love At First Bite, I Would Like To Fly Too, and The greatest Escape)
***You MUST visit The Muse Behind The Mask or the blog you are on Fantastic Figments comment on the current post which print was your favorite and you are done!!

The winner will be picked on 4/24/09 and the winner will be listed on the Fantastic Figments Blog and notified. If you don't use blogger you must leave your email address to win. Winner will be decided by random number generator.
Long post, thanks for sticking with me on this one. I hope you all have a wonderful Tuesday! Smooches, Steph

Giveaway/Goals

2009-04-13T21:04:00.000-07:00

GOALS

If this picture doesn't represent who I am right now I don't think any picture ever could. I am stretching myself to the limit and it FEEELLLSSS sooo good. I have been sick for so long that I feel like I missed so much while I was ill (the last 5 months.) I don't have a clean bill of health yet, but I am working my way there.

This post is about GOALS! That is right I hope we all have them, I know I have a ton. With a year of blogging under my belt it has made me reflect on my true goals. I think for a long time I was living on other's expectations of me (sometimes I still think I am) Any goal I have ever had I had to push and fight and lose my soul to get there. I now know those weren't really my goals they were preconceived goals of what others thought I should do (and maybe at the time even I believed it).

Goals should be something you have to work for and it is hard work but if it is truly something you love down in the depths of your soul than the work should be effortless. Think about it, all this time we have been told that working hard is the only way to get from A to B and that is true......if you don't love what you do. When you are doing something you love doesn't it make you feel good even if it is technically hard work? Although I am not one to exercise I hear that running can make you feel good (*rolling my eyes*) BUT.. it is true endorphins can make you feel great, it is hard work but you are running towards a goal you love.

My goal is creativity and I want to stretch the goal to the outer most limits! I want to create so much that it hurts but feels oh-so-good. I want to create until my fingers are raw, my brain is mush, and to the point that I could not possibly leave one creative stone unturned. I want to share my creativity with everyone and I want them to feel the energy to create or do whatever it is that is effortless to them. Why struggle why not have an outlet far far away from the emotionally taxing work, the pseudo-goals, the life that you never wanted but seems to be yours. Find your real goals and you will know when you find them because getting there might be hard, long, exhausting, and daunting; but it will be effortless if you truly love the goal you have chosen to be yours.

Excuses, oh yes, they always get in the way of goals. But my friend, as most excuses are cliche there is another cliche that combats your lazy excuse " Where there is a will there is a way," go have a heart to heart with your will if you are still making excuses.

As I say in my profile, I don't create because I want to, I create because I have to. Not every second of everyday do I want to have a paint brush in my hand, and God knows I don't LOVE doing the listing end of Etsy but creating is what I have to do and it just seems effortless to me so why not translate that into a goal. And why not for a change, do something that makes you feel good and something that you want to do. If you aren't doing something that you love ask yourself what excuses you might be making, see if they are valid reasons of simple excuses. I have a funny feeling you will find a way if it is something you really want deep down inside.

I have a full time job, I have a million hospital bills, I have to go for regular Dr. check-ups, I can't medically sit for more than an hour at a time, I have a car payment, I have student loans, I have to try to plan for a wedding, I have to pay the rent, I have a fiance, I have friends, I have two pets, and I have family obligations. And apparently I have a butt load of excuses, these were just some of the excuses that have held me back for years. Some might seem pretty valid but not to me, not anymore. Not one of the above have suffered since I started to do what I love. In fact, everything above has improved. Once you do something you love your mind can release those happy endorphins and give you a positive tweak in attitude.

Try it, I promise you won't regret it.

Give Away

In honor of me reaching two of my goals, making it one year on Etsy and opening my second blog

click picture to visit!

I would like to host a happy little giveaway!

To Enter:

***You MUST visit my Etsy Store ( Fantastic Figments) and choose your one favorite print between the five (Undercover, Forsaken, Love At First Bite, I Would Like To Fly Too, and The greatest Escape)

***You MUST visit The Muse Behind The Mask and comment on the current post what one of your goals in life is (not matter how big or small) and print that you chose in my Etsy store!

It is all that simple. The winner will be picked on 4/24/09 and the winner will be listed on the Fantastic Figments Blog and notified. If you don't use blogger you must leave your email address to win. Winner will be decided by random number generator.

Long post, thanks for sticking with me on this one. I hope you all have a wonderful Tuesday!

Smooches,
Steph

New Blog To Give Thanks To All Of You

2009-04-12T18:49:00.000-07:00

******* DRUM ROLL********

Hello all my lovely lovely friends. I have been so inspired by all of you that I needed to find a way to thank you for all that you do to encourage me and others. And this is how I would like to give thanks....

http://www.themusebehindthemask.blogspot.com

This is a brand new blog that I have created to give thanks to the wonderful artists who inspire us and encourage us. So many times we see beautiful creations and we crave to know the artist(muse) who creates such beautiful things. This blog is meant to inspire, thank, and be a resource to get to meet the Muses(artists) behind the Masks(artworks)!

A full explanation of The Muse Behind The Mask and what is has to offer can be found by clicking the picture above or the link below it.

This blog is different from other featured blogger blogs in that you as the reader will get to choose the next featured muse by voting! To get the ball rolling I chose the first muse the lovely artist is

Amariah Rauscher

If you haven't visited her blog put it on your to do list. To read the full interview with Amariah stop over to The Muse Behind The Mask next week (4-20).

The Muse Behind The Mask is sure to be a fun prompt blog to add to your everyday visits. Are you hitting a creative roadblock? Come on by and take a cue from the "Weekly Inspiration" side bar. If you are inspired by something on The Muse Behind The Mask please send me a link to your blog where you post a picture of your creations with mention of The Muse Behind The Mask (including link) in your blog post.

To get the full flavor stop over and check it out. I encourage you to nominate yourself or nominate a fellow artist to be the next muse... remember you all get to choose who the next muse will be!

I would like to add that the artists to be nominated can use ANY genre of art (paint, jewelry, clothing, knitting, photography, computer graphics, etc.) All are welcome because we can all learn something new from others.

If Ever There Was

2009-04-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

If ever there were a cross roads in my life this would be it. The problem is my car broke down at the four corners (hypothetically speaking). I feel as though I am stuck and stuck in ways that are far beyond my control. Not necessarily in a bad way, more of a stagnant way, a place far from growth. Thank god for my art.

I have been trying on this adult thing for a few years now and I am not sure if I like it. I am not sure what I don't love about it, but I can tell you it is different. I guess we all go through times of uncertainty, self doubt, and I am sure it will all pass. This too shall pass right? HAHA.. This isn't a Debbie Downer post as I am not "down" I am just confused and trying to get insight through self understanding. I guess it comes down to is I haven't made my adult identity yet and I have been trying on so many different hats that I can figure would which one to wear to the party. The party of life that is.

As of late I have been really digging my 'new girls' I feel they are different and well, everything I want them to be. (or what they want to be). Here are the three new ladies who I should be giving names too.

Oh and if you are loving the new girls as much as me there is GREAT news. THERE ARE PRINTS!!!!!!!!!! Fabulous prints prints that I would love to hang on my wall! (Thanks Jenn from Noodle and Lou Studio Great advice) Isn't she the sweetest?

Well all I have an announcement that I would love to make in a few days (I know I always have something brewing on the back burner) I am really really excited about this and I think many of you will be too!

Smooches All and happiest Thursday

Steph

I Love When Things Aren't Perfect

2009-04-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

Wow two posts in a row I must not be feeling well. HAHA j/k I just miss blogging a lot so whenever I get a spare minute now that is what I want to do.

So I have a dilemma that I need some help with and who better than a boat load of talented artists. I have desperately been trying to get great prints of my work so I can sell the on Etsy. I have been trying so many different paper types but the quality I want isn't there. I have a standard HP printer deluxe with fine quality inks it produces a great print but I guess I am unhappy with the paper. Does anyone have any paper suggestion or methods they use in making prints? I really want to stock up my store and I have some great painting I haven't listed yet because I want to make prints first. Oh HUM any suggestions are welcomed. Once I a lock on making the prints I will definitely be doing a giveaway for all the help I hope I receive.

If anyone cares it is snowing in NY today. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH that is right the fluffy white stuff is pooping all over the lovely green grass that has just recently appeared in our tundra of a state. Enough is enough. I love the dreary Seattle weather we have been getting with lots of rain and wind and gray skys but save the snow for somewhere else. Drats!

So last night I did this little painting.

I feel like I have been very into the imperfections in life lately. I am sick of things 'trying' to be perfect as we all well know that nothing is perfect. There is so much beauty in flaws and yet we discount them as being imperfect and thus ugly or bad or what-have-you. I am trying to paint more from emotion these days (and even in Plumes Ami) create from emotion. And I find that even emotions lack true clarity. I want my pieces to have a life and to feel. I want a chord to strike in the on-lookers and find maybe even a hint of their imperfect self in my pieces. Lately I have really been embracing what others might find the doldrums but I find peace and inspiration there. It feels so real to me, different than trying to pretend of keep up with the Jones's, and no it isn't depression. God, no where close, it is life and its imperfections and taking the time to love them, good, bad, or indifferent. With that I say embrace the beauty of imperfection because as far as I can see there is nothing special about being perfect.

I hope everyone has a great Tuesday! Please stop over and visit Plumes Ami if you haven't already. I put up some funky wrist cuffs that I just LOOOVEEEE.

Smooches

Steph

And it is Monday again!

2009-04-06T06:19:00.001-07:00

Oh how the days just mesh into one.

So before I get started on the post I have something to comment on. "Twilight" now I am sure some of you just swooned at the name and frankly I can't blame you. I have neither read or have seen Twilight out of sheer fear of being obsessed but isn't it amazing the following it has gathered. Kudos to Stephanie for writing such a captivating masterpiece! But alas I will only hear the gossip I can't bring myself to actually watch it. (Vampires something near and dear to my heart as I always wanted to be a vampire or a witch).

Okay onto business.

Well here are some of my new pieces. MUCH MUCH different right! Well they are wrist cuffs and BOY do they make a statement. I made some for myself as well and I have been getting compliments left and right (makes me feel good).

I am trying to upcycle and use materials that are left over or taken from previously loved pieces (waste not want not). Please stop over to Plumes Ami on Etsy and check them out. I love how shabby chic and eclectic they look. And the picutures hardly do the details justice!

Last but not least I want to thank the ever glamourous Giovanna over at BoHo Market for a WONDERFUL award! Unfortunately the picture of the award doesn't seem to be working on the gifters blog but that certainly isn't enough to dappen the spirit! I made a temporary replacement (I hope no one minds). This is the Sisterhood Award for blogs that show attitude and/or grattitude. The name of the game:

1. Put the logo on your blog or post.

2. Nominate at least 5 blogs which show great Attitude and/or Gratitude!

3. Be sure to link to your nominees within your post.

4. Let them know that they have received this award by commenting on their blog.

5. Share the love and link to this post and to the person from whom you received your award.

The five a choose : Drum Roll......(no order)

1. Amariah Rauscher she is sassy but her artwork is sweet

2. Designs By CK: The spookiest most loveable guy on the block

3. Cat Napinn Primitives: She will bring a smile to your face

4. Hot Tamale Art Studio: Because her artwork is on FIIIREEEE

5. Chrissy Foreman: Anyone who does a community morale project is definately deserving of an award!

I hope you all have a wonderful first half of the week. I hope to see you all on the flip side!! Smooches Steph

PLUMES AMI (SUPRISE)

2009-03-31T09:00:00.000-07:00

So I know I haven't been around lately, but I have a good excuse I swear! I opened a second Etsy store where I will be selling my swen creations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So between a fulltime job, creating art and creating.. well.. more art it is hard to make the rounds like I used to. So it will be my goal to post twice a week.

I have always loved fabric, probably becuase the novelty fabric reminds me of art so it was only natural to make it funcational. I will be adding more to Plumes Ami (feathered Friend) shortly. I just wanted to give it a jump start since I have been keeping it a secret for sooooooo long.

So please stop over tell your friends and enjoy!

Smooches

Steph

2009-03-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

Howdy all.

Sorry extended break again, I just needed some time to get back into the swing of things. I have something REALLY exciting to share but I don't think I am going to make the announcement for another week or so. I am very excited about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just wanted to post a little something, this is a gift that I made for Adam's sister (it is a portrait of her) for her 20th birthday. I met adam 9 years ago and that mean Emily was only 11 years old... oh WOOW how time has flown. As you can see she is a knock out, oh and if you couldn't tell pink is her fav. color.

I have been super busy lately, mostly working on the new suprise. I just can't seem to stop the creativity!

I hope everyone has a WONDERFUL Monday I hope mine goes well.

I will talk to you soon...

Smooches,

Steph

ETSY UPDATE>>>>> ABOUT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-11T12:04:00.000-07:00

Hello all my love love lovelies!!!!

I am bacccckkkk *feeling marginally better* but ready to take on the world with some new art.

Just wanted to let everyone know I put some new items up on Etsy for your peepers pleasures.

I am sooo sorry I haven't had the chance to keep up with everyones' progress believe me it stinks. I love looking at all the wonderful thing you all create! I hope to be around more but I still have some obstacles to overcome that keep me from dedicating as much time as I would like to blogging.

I am excited that I have been creating some new and different art pieces, and I see myself going more to the illustration side. Must be the wanna be animator in me. (One day ... one day...)

While I have been absent I am going to show you what I have been working on.. Let me know what you think :)

To see the rest swing on over to my Etsy page and check them out!

I hope to talk to you all soon and thank you so much for ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the well wishes I know that you all have been giving them too me for over 3 months now and I couldn't thank you all enough!

Smooches my loves and big hugs,
Steph

alive update

2009-02-20T07:18:00.000-08:00

Okay so I made it through... just not as a whole person haha..

I am one abcess and two 3/4 inch cysts lighter. which does not equate to much weight. So I am finally ready to diverge my disease and this is only because I was finally diagnosed.

I have Acute Pilonidal Cyst Syndrome with Hirutism. Yes I know weird and what I look like now is even more weird. Although 75,000 suffer from Pilonidal cysts they are I will losely say lucky enough to be able to manage them although still probably will somewhere down the road have pain. In my case I couldn't control the infections I was getting and I was getting too many reoccurances. As a result I have a whole in my back that your could easly fit a tennis ball and golf ball side by side in. GROSSSSS ...... I know... you can imagine that I haven't been up and about but I have been trying to plug away at some art. I have some new thing I have been expirementing with and I have some new little things for Etsy, but that will be for later. Right now I cant stand for more than 20 mins. In total this will take 3 months to heal, but should have mobility within a month. We will see.

Thanks for all the well wishes and sticking by my side. Your encourgagement helps. I am just so bummed out that this all happened at a time where I was actually making sales and seeing the drean come true....

I hope all of you are doing well and know I think about you all frequently!

Smooches,
Steph

Back in the hospital

2009-02-11T07:11:00.003-08:00

Alright folks sorry I haven't been around in some time, but ....

I am going back in the hospital for another operation. This one is very unexpected!

AHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I will be around to fill in..

Smooches,
Steph

JACKPOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-28T05:49:00.000-08:00

Yes Yes I know I am been gone for far too long. But Life has been very busy and it is simply something I can't put on the back burner.

First I will tell you that Adam and I moved our wedding up an entire year! Why you might ask, the rational reason is my brother was already getting married in 2010 and we picked only two month after him. I can say I really don't want to put that kind of finicial hardship on my parents and the rest of our family.

The other reason, not so rational is....... WE MOVED IT TO HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA that is right, call me crazy, but Halloween falls on a Saturday this year and 1) it is my favorite holiday, and 2) I always wanted a Fall wedding. We are going to try to make it work, but 8 months isn't a lot of time to plan a wedding. We don't even have a venue picked out yet. So that is why I have been very absent, all of my spare time as my given to the task of planning a wedding. Please forgive me. I will be posting here and there and doing some painting over the weekend. Stick with me folks the best is yet to come!!!!!!!!!!

But onto maybe even more exciting news..... I HIT THE JACKPOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is right folks lill' ol'me hit a slot machine jackpot on a 2 cent slot machine. Before I tell you how much I won, I will tell you that nor Adam and I are gamblers. Never were and probably never will be. In Saratoga, where we live there is a mini casino, and this past weekend they were having a bridal show. So we went but the show was a total bomb. Adam hands me a $20 and says might as well spend some money we drove all the way here. So I walked around and didn't want to play the $1 machines, or .25 machines, I wanted to make that $20 last. (As I said I am not a gambler). So I saw a 2 cent machine with a bird on it, and after my dear birds I thought this was as good of a machine as any. So we stuck in the $20.00 and gave it a spin. First shot I hit a bonus which gave me 10 free spins, and then a hit again with another 5 free spins and finally the buzzer went off. I didn't know how much I won, but I knew I had to have won something big since the buzzer went off. The man sitting next to me was like you just won $500... I was screaming, $500 that is awesome.. BUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTT I didin't win $500.......... You see those free spins didn't mean I was just racking up points, I was racking up DOUBLE AND TRIPLE POINTS!!!!!!!!! I Won $2,200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is right $2,200... Now that is a down payment on the wedding...

So please stick around during this crazy time in my life. Talk about a cross roads. I will be here and thre and back and worth and I will get around eventually. I will keep you all up to date on anything COOOLLL that might happen. Just remeber I heart you all and I will be around!

BIG SMOOCHES,

STEPH

Etsy & Ebay Update

2009-01-23T07:33:00.000-08:00

Howdy Folks!

Well as you can see on my side bar I put some new items in my Etsy store and put Alice in Wonderland on Ebay! SOOO time consuming.. but ooo soooo neccessary.

Oh, and the Oil paintings I was telling you about are for sale on Etsy right now!!!!!! They are the Trees In The Wind. I am bummed I couldn't get good scans of pictures of them but they are awesome. Adam wants to keep them. I said if they don't sell.. I hope they do even though I love them I need the money to make more.

I can't wait I am odering cutom mini button to sell on ETSY.. that is right and they all contain my original artwork!!!!!!!!!! YIPPPY

I have a few more pieces I need to list, but my internet uploading is VERY SLOW so what you see took me over two hours! I know just tp upload a few pictures.

I will try to get the rest up next week. This weekend my borther's fiance Joanne and her sister Mary are coming up from NJ to go to a birdal show with me. My first one (well first visiting I have worked them before).

These is a hot little number that I did the other day. I am very fond of it. And I can't get enough of this vintage paper. Let me tell you when it is all gone I might cry.. BOOOOO...

I feel like I need a makeover.. head to toe. I don't have the money and to tell you I don't have the engery to fingure out how to go about it, but I know I need one. Inside and out. I wish I had spare time on my hands. But alas notta, so I will just have to keep using the noodle to figure out how to do a mini makeover. And I think I will start my getting my eyebrows done I look like Gracho Marks. EIKKK not a good look for a lady.

Alright my loves have a super nice weekend. If you are in the snowy parts stay warm, and I will be back on Monday!

SMOOOOCHES

Steph

And the Beat Goes.....

2009-01-21T04:46:00.000-08:00

Etsy update this Thursday Night
Come one come all and see what cute treats you can find........

So I have been doing a lot of thinking about a lot of things, and I have finally come to a conclusion.... I have to figure out a way to get happy. That is right folks it is almost as hard as finding the perfect bra (and yes I did manage to find that), so why can't a locate happiness. Where oh where are you hiding. Screw happiness I would even deal with being content right now. So I am sure all of you are getting tired of hearing me be such a downer. Please understand that the majority of the time I am extremely upbeat, but as of late, as of the last surgery I had I can't seem to find that happy place. I am only truly happy when I do my art and in this place I would love to reside. And to tell you the truth my art seems to be excelling while I am in this 'mood'. Alas I am sure this is why people go crazy, do no fear I am not going to go crazy in the least or start dieing my hair black and slumping in a corner but I am on a mission to regain the happiness I once had.

Here is a little piece I crafted a few nights ago. Loves it loves it...

I have been tagged...

Miss. Jenn from the creative studio of Hot Tamale Art decided to give me a little love in the shape of a tag and if you have had the chance to dance and sign around the wonderfully cute mysterious art of Miss. Jenn please take the time to you will be pleasantly surprised.

Tell 6 Random Things About Myself and The Pass it On to Six People:

1. I love love love potato chips
2. I have a concentration in film making (like producing)
3. I went to cosmetology school after college and dropped out of cosmetology
4. I am SUPER competitive
5. I graduated in the top 5 percent of my college graduating class
6. I know all the presidents in chronological order

Hmm who to pass this onto... interesting interesting..

I think I will pass it on to some new followers to my blog to get to know more about them...

Jolie from Jolie Art
Octopus & Trolls
Bonne Singer
Boho Market
Beehive Cottage
Paintings by Thelma

Please check out their blogs. I can wait to get to know them and their art better.

Hope everyone has a NIIICEEEEE tuesday!

Smooches,
Steph

AHHHHHHHHHH it is Monday isn't it!

2009-01-19T06:12:00.000-08:00

Hello from la la land on this very dreary and snowy NY morning. My heart goes out to everyone who is living in the Northeast right now and has to put up with this CRAPPY weather.

What is new on my front.. hmm.. let me see…. NOTHING. Around the winter my life always seems to be on hold. I am sure this is common with people who sustain half of a year of winter with not much sunlight and extreme cold. Now I know those who relocate for jobs up in Alaska get a generous relocation sign-on.

I really want to have my Etsy update today, but my oil paints still haven't dried. Another downer about the winters here (extremely damp)

On a much lighter note I did FINALLY pick out my clothes for our engagement photos!!!!!!!!! YIPPPPY… I think they look alright. I picked casual, but Adam and I are very casual people.

Here is a new piece I did. I am very much into the vintage book right now and the background of this is all a 1930 children's book. Very fun. Expect to see more of this style from me... or maybe I already have a few more done ;)

This story begins at the beginning like most stories do,
it is a story about a girl much like me and you.
But this girl has a life where things aren't what they seem,
she thinks to herself, is this all a bad bad dream?
No, this life she lives is real and as real as real can be,
where she could never be happy and her spirit can never free.
Caught up in a world of insanity and delusion,
knowing how to feel even stirs within her confusion.
She dwells on the brink of what will and could happen,
in this world of devastation and entrapment.
Day in and day out everything around her is strange,
so she says to herself, it would be nice if something made sense for a change.

So I bid you adieu and wish you a prosperous, joyous, and splendiferous Monday. Or any combination of good things that can happen on a Monday.

Oh yes and I already made this announcement, but do to circumstances beyond my control it is going to be hard for me to get around to people's blogs as frequently as I use to. Please bear with me. I miss talking with you all very much, but don't leave me now!

Smooches,
Steph

Happy ACEO HUMP-DAY

2009-01-14T06:00:00.000-08:00

So here is the scoop.. well two scoops. One I am sooo sooo soo soo sooo sorry I haven't been making my usual rounds. There is a little hiccup in my life right now and a whole lot of uncertainty. Unfortunately the hiccup is keeping from visiting all of you on a regular basis. Don't worry I am fine… but the hiccup is directly connected to the thing that I cannot talk about. DRATS I know I know. I am sure at this point some of you are getting very curious what this thing is. If you email me privately I will tell you all about it. Believe me it doesn't make me happy, but then again you can't control everything in life.

Please know that I think about you all constantly and can't wait until things are back to normal. Currently I am trying to rearrange my time so I can fit it all in, but as I said before with a full time job, creating, Etsy, advertising, and a personal life, it doesn’t leave my blog much time. But please stick with me. I want to hang onto these wonderful relationships!!!!!!!!! My goal is to post every other day and make my rounds twice a week. I love seeing everything you all create.

Okay onto something different. Soooo……Please excuse this latest ACEO not my finest, but I have an okay excuse. As I said previously two days ago I was fitted for contacts. I know I am getting old. I have reading glasses and contacts. Anywho… Like a baby learning to walk for the first time I haven't acquired my contact fingers yet, and managed to cut my eye. I know, can anything else go wrong with me.. shh.. Don't want to jinx it. So needless to say I was one-eyed last night with no glasses at all and she is what was born out of it. I think she is adorable!

Hmm what else.. Well .. My b-day is coming up Feb 7th. And with that , that is the day Adam and I scheduled to get our engagement photos done!!!!!!!!!! I have been waiting for this moment.. well.. FOREVER! For some reason I have always been more excited for the engagement photos than the actual wedding.. ODDDD I know, but then again I am a little unusual. We are running into some issues though. First it is the dead of winter here in upstate NY and that means fridged temperatures. Second we need an inside location and well… just can't seem to find a nice one that we don't have to pay for. I am paying so much for the pictures that I don't want to pay for a location as well. AHHHHHHHHHH. Worst part about it I have Adam complaining because he doesn't want to get his pictures taken that long. Please understand he is definitely a man's man and doesn't like anything that involves aesthetics. ANYYY IDEAS are welcome. I wanted to do ice skating but Adam wears a size 16 skate so we can't afford or have time to have one made and ordered. Then I thought about tobogganing but we don't have a toboggan. I do have a few other ideas but I will save you the time. But if any of you have any cute thoughts for inside or outside I would love to hear about them!

Alright I am off to brave the cold. REAL COLD..

Smooches,
Steph

Here's The Scoop Boys and Girls

2009-01-12T04:20:00.000-08:00

OKay...

So I do have FOUR new items to show you guys. I know FOUR, but here is the kicker... They are oil paintings and they are taking forever and a day to dry. I know bummer. I took a stab or two with oil in the past but again left it behind due to its inability to keep up with my impatience.

BUUUTTT if you haven't stopped over please go to my New and Improved Etsy. As promised there is a little promo going on...

My mom did an awesome job helping me post this weekend. If you have any questions I will be more than happy to answer them! My goal is to keep this baby stocked! As much as possible.

So I have been spending time over in Etsy chat and lovin it! Really great people and a lot of fun. Also it is a fun way to advertise AND FREE. Doesn't get any better than that.

I wish I could say I had an exciting weekend but alas, Sat U was doing Etsy all day, and Sunday we stayed in while I painted, BUT BUT... For since the first preview came out I have been wanting to see The Unborn. Finally saw it and I don't think it was half bad....

Today I am going to pick up my contacts. FOR THE FIRST TIME. Guys you wouldn't believe how nervous I am of messing up or screwing them up... I am sooooo nervous. I am going to get colored I think. I have hazel eyes (green and brown) and I think I am going to get green. Adam says blue.. I think blue.. I DON"T KNOW.. I have until 4:00pm today to make a choice.. Any suggestions??????????? What are comfortable brands you wear???

Alright tomorrow I want to tell you about a dream that I had (I wish I could now but I don't have time) It was a crazy dream.... so realistic I can remeber the detail like it was yesterday. Kinda creepy.

Alright loves..

Happy Monday

SMOOCHES,
Steph

Etsy Grand Re-opening

2009-01-09T04:46:00.001-08:00

HAPPY HUMP DAY!

2009-01-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

Come on you can't tell me you don't blush a little every time someone says it!

I can't say today it overly happy… I know I know why so glum. Well if you lived in the Northeast you would certainly know why. I don't know what the precipitation is out there but let me tell you we are building a preverbal ice rink. BUMMMERRRR. And the worst part is I still have to be at work.

So along with my Etsy reopening very very soon I thought I would start another little something something to add some structure to my life. (insert sarcastic laugh). Every Wednesday I am calling ACEO Hump Day. Just to make everyone blush. I am sure you get the jest by the title that every Wednesday there will be a little original ACEO waiting here for all to see. They will later be shipped over to my Etsy shop where lovelies like you can purchase them!

I encourage anyone and everyone to join in on the fun on ACEO Hump Day! Sometimes by midweek I find it hard to motivate myself to make a full painting so a little one is much more manageable. That and I thought it would add a nice flare to My Etsy. If you are interested in joining just shoot me a little message and I will put a link on my blog of those who participate. If you rather just look... THAT IS AWESOME TOO!

Onward, upward, and award? Yes haha, I tried to sneak it in. I receive a wonderful award from my dear cat saving friend over at Wonders of Whimsy, JENNY! As you can tell by her loyal following Jenny offers a lot more than just crafts/art. She offers a friendship and kindness that just beats the snot out of anything you can put a price on.

'This blog invests and believes in the PROXIMITY - nearness in space, time and relationships. These blogs are exceedingly charming. These kind bloggers' aim to find and be friends. They are not interested in prizes for self-aggrandizement! Our hope is that when the ribbons of these prizes are cut, even more friendships are propagated. Please give more attention to these writers!'

So this award I find very special (although all award are special) I just love the meaning behind it. And of course the person who passed it to me. This is a hard one to pass on as you are supposed to send it over the 8 people…. This is tough to pick 8 people when there have been so many new friendships I have made as a result of blogland. So without further adue. And I know how a usually give a little intro to each person.. Give me a break there are 8 people it will take all day HAHA.. Not that I love them any less.

Cat Nappin Primitives, Hot Tamale Art Studio, Fannie Narte, Amariah Rauscher, Gail Lackey, LL Creations, Sherry, Azul Valentina. These women embody all that is right in the world. Please stop over if you already haven't and take a peak into their world.

Alright off to a well not so lovely day of bad weather and bad other things.. Hate to be pessamistic, but like I always so one day I will get to tell you all the underlying cause of all my angst. What is holding me back from being 100% happy. One day you will all know.. but again not the time or the place!

Smooches,

Steph

Clownin Around

2009-01-05T05:43:00.000-08:00

Another Sneek peek of the new figments that will be found in my Etsy shop! (some might go to eBay) but for the most part it is in celebration of my Etsy reopening! YAYAYYA. My mom will be here this coming weekend to learn the ropes. It isn't going to be an over night process but I am crossing my fingers. It is my goal that by 2010 I will have a total of 100 sales on my Etsy. We will see....

This weekend went okay ... just okay ... I hope my week it a little more lively, although I am not going to bet the farm on it. I am going to be scheduling an appointment for our engagement photos!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to show everyone.

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So when I came back this weekend I found a LOVELY suprise waiting for me from the LOVELY Azul Valentina (don't you just love the last name). Her work is just so darn cute and have a little mysteriousness to them.. alluring... Thank you Azul!

And here are my five addictions:
1. Well I think a safe bet would be art. I live it, dream it, and even eat it (I like my food to look creative)

2. Make-up.. haha I even paint my face! It just relaxes me in the morning

3. 50's style clothing, attitude, and apperances. How can you beat it! I really think I was suppose to be around in that era.

4. HALLOWEEEN and that goes for anything dark, or whismy goth too. Just love it. Best holiday best feeling!

5. Horror movies. I love being scared. I know can we say dork. I have a huge collection about 50 DVD's of all different horror movies. The only movies I own that aren't horror are the series "That Girl" with Marlo Thomas.. HAHA I told you I like old...

I want to pass this along to five SUPERLICIOUS bloggers that I just can't seem to get enough of!:
(Random order)

1. The unbelievable generous Jenny of Wonders of Whimsy, please check out her alley cat rescue blog. Talk about tugging at your heart strings. Thank You Jenny!

2. Come on down Amariah of Amariah Rauscher. Who doesn't love a dose of candor and great illustrations! Rock on sister. Your newphew is soooooo darn cute!

3. The Ladies of Things With Wings and Paper Prayers! CONGRATS ON OPENING YOUR FIRST ETSY STORE. Bloggers. please please please go check out their blog and head over to Etsy. Their work it funky with an awesome message.

4. The goddess with a gift Ms. Fannie of Fannie Narte. Fannie has been helping me fly since my very first post (EVER) and for that I think she is super fabulous!

5. The master of macabre Mr. Chris of Designs by CK. And did you know Chris went Dot Com! Hurry over he has some awesome new pieces!

Alright folks. I must be on my way. Big smooches and hugs for Monday!

Please stay tuned while we turn to our original broadcast....

Something New…Something Fantastic

2009-01-02T06:00:00.000-08:00

As I previously mentioned my New Year's resolution involves revamping my art, finding a niche, and expanding my sales and business.

It is my only resolution but it is a hefty one. Before I got sick my goal was to unveil my new and improved Etsy Shop on New Years Day but time didn't allow this and I am still working on it, and unfortunately it looks like it is going to be pushed back a week or two.

One Major Development!

My Mom is going to be my first employee HAHA I know that sounds funny (but really she is just there is help). No matter which ways I have been stretching myself I can't seem to find the time to fit everything in (full-time job, painting, blogging, AND running an online business). So I figured what better way to expand my business than to bring in an entrepreneur for assistance; MY MOM! For 17 years my mom has ran and operated a very successful business but due to her recent injuries she is forced to take it easy, real easy. After 17 years of being on the go you can only imagine that she is bored to tears that she is layed for 12 weeks.

I am going to be teaching her the Etsy end of the business and teach her how to upload and add new inventory to the store.

Here is a sample of one of my NEW AND IMPROVED WORKS!

Not only will I be selling my originals I am also going to sell a lot more prints and note cards (which I am very excited about!) My goal is to update my shop at least twice a month if not more and more importantly carry a good diverse selection at all times(merchandise and prices). Oh how many hours are in a day? HAHA.

So what was your resolution? I sometimes find that by sharing a resolution it might spark something in another person that just might be beneficial to them.

ON THE PERSONAL FRONT:

This weekend I am going to the home land "Jersey" to go to a family function called, "The Family Party". Every holiday season for years well before I was born my Mom's side of the family meets up once a year to get together and share the joys of the season and New Year. This year I will be shamelessly promoting/unveiling my business. I printed out note cards and brought my business cards. Advertising 101 best form of advertising is word of mouth. Or that is what 4 years of college level advertising taught me. Free is the way to be. HAHA.

But more importantly this weekend I get to see my favorite cousins and my brother. People who I love dearly but don't get to see half as much as I would like to.

Well I am off to the races. Happy New Year to all. Thank you for your support last year and I hope to do you all proud in '09.

Big Smooches,
Steph

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008-12-31T09:30:00.000-08:00

I will see you all in the New Year!

I hope everyone has a fabulous and safe holiday with lots of fun and love. I can't wait hear about everyones resolutions!

I have a few so please stay tuned!

Big Holiday Hugs,

Smooches

Steph

AND THE MOMENT WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!

2008-12-29T08:51:00.000-08:00

It was sooo hard to keep this secret for so long but the time to unveil is finally here… and I am sure by the painting you can figure it out!

I AM ENGAGED.

If you have been following my blog for any time I am sure you have heard and even seen Adam a time of two. We started dating 9 years ago when we were both employed as life guards by the same amusement park. From there it just blossomed. We both went to high school and college and stayed committed to each other. Never took a break although there were plenty of chances, but we were bound to make it work. We fought against the odds we crushed the doubters and held onto our supporters. And finally on December 14th 2008 Adam asked me to be with him forever (not that there was any doubt.) The moment was beautiful the timing a little off since a few days later I was in the hospital, but the magic was there. This has been 9 years in the making, through thick and thin we persevered and made it to the end. And believe me some real thin times haha… especially the last few weeks of me being sick. My butt isn't my best side. I am sooo happy to share this moment with all of you and I can't wait for this part of my life to begin!

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Well folks I knew it is bound to happen. My first interview!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes I am soooooo excited. The very talented and wonderfully frank Amariah of Amariah Rauscher asked some questions and I was ecstatic to give some answers! Please enjoy!

1. If you could have one super power what would it be, what would you do with it, and why?

Well I could be greedy and pick a fun super power, but like most great things they can be abused. Would I love to be able to read people's minds… yes, but I also don't like temptation. So I will be modest and go with the super power of being positive. Having an optimistic outlook is so difficult for me at times. I think if I was more positive I would have more confidence in my artwork and be able to take more chances and be more apt to turn my work into a fulltime endeavor.

2. Please describe a typical day in the life of Stephanie Mannuci.

Hey who put typical and my name in the same sentence! Haha just joking.
I would like to say that on a normal day I sit and smell the roses and consume over life's little treasures, but alas, not so much. Instead like many of my fellow artists I have a fulltime job that allows very little time for my true passions.
(Isn't that everyone's story, although I have a nice job.)
I get up around 7am, shower, dress, hair & make-up. By 8:30 I am at work
I work all morning and take my lunch at Noon. I go home for an hour and eat lunch with Adam. I am back to work by 1 and work until 5:30 and then walk home (I walk to and from work).
At 6pm the fun begins. My world turns into a fun fantasy full of wonders and whimsical touches. I feel alive by 7pm and engrossed in some form of art or another. In between this time I normally find some scraps to eat and turn on my nightly dose of House to keep me company in a mad mad mad mad mad mad world. I normally craft until 12 when I go to bed and start a whole new day that isn't much different from the last.

3. If you could give a piece of advice to a random person, what would it be?

Live. I play things wayyyy to safe ALLL the time. I rarely take a plunge into things I might not be able to control. Live and enjoy spontaneity. Recently being as sick as I was I realized that in my short 23 years of time I rarely 'live'. I don't take chances, I don't live for the moment, and I certainly don't carpe diem. I would like to think it my New Years resolution to change this mundane pattern but this is years of conditioning that will take years to break. But I am going to be redeveloping things in the New Year (and by things I mean art things!)
Subjecting oneself to change is an invitation to self growth. When we close this door we are holding our self back from so many wonderful possibilities. I am not saying that you should do something ridiculous, but instead take a sensible leap. Since this is an art blog we will use art as an example. Think about a plain white virgin canvas. Stark and even intimidating. You walk by this canvas a thousand times and never touch brush to linen. You are afraid to ruin the canvas or even worse ruin this ideal picture you have already painted in your mind. You finally make the resolve to paint a bunch of roses instead of this new fun and exciting picture you had in your thoughts. So you are left with a pretty painting of a bunch of roses, but what you could have had if you only took the leap was a masterpiece of modern marvel. But looking back you can't count the coulda, shoulda, wouldas. Take the chance now!

4. What are you are most passionate about?

My art. As with many of you I am sure that it has become a part of you, an all too real extension of self. While I was unable to create I didn't feel like myself there was no joy or happiness. I then knew that a part of me was dying and then I realized that art was in direct correlation with my life and my overall well being. Take what you will from me but don't get my ability to do art and thus lose purpose. This all makes perfect sense. Think of Matisse. He towards the end of his life painted with his paint brush in his mouth… not because he wanted to, but rather because he had to. I don't paint or create because I want to, I do it because I have.
I am also very passionate about happiness. If you couldn't already tell since I have mentioned it in every questions.
I come from the parents of baby-boomers who as a result of their parents had an all to sobering up brining. Every way you want to walk is uphill both ways. The point I am getting at is. We are in a time of a generational shift. I being part of the X generation have view points that tend to differ greatly from my parents. In the time you were born, you got married, had kids, settled, had the same job for 30 years and you get the jest. Well I am not like that. I am on a journey to not reach the end and die, but on a journey to find happiness and live. I haven't found it yet but when I do I will let you all know.

5. Please describe the one thing that you are most afraid of.

Ah… this is to the heart of it. Great sequence of questioning. What am I most afraid of. On a personal level I am afraid of never making a mark. That if I were to leave this world tomorrow life would resume as if I was never hear to begin with. Growing up as young as I could remember I thought in some capacity that I was destined for something. Please don't think I have an entitlement to anything but I just always thought that there is something within me that will make me be remembered. I want to leave a mark whether it be on one person or a million.
Of course a second runner up would be the death of a direct family member (mother, father, brother). I am not afraid of death, I am afraid of loss.
And on the most superficial level I am petrified of spiders. I can't look at one on TV I can't see them dead I can't function if there is a spider around. I know there are many that share in this so I will end it there.

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I hope you all enjoyed! I know I loved doing the interview. I hope everyone is doing well and I hope to have some big changes in in my art life coming real soon. Nothing huge but a big step for me. I will be around to visit all of you very very very soon!

Smooches to all,

Steph

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL/ FEELING BETTER

2008-12-25T03:08:00.000-08:00

Okay first and foremost I am blessed. I have had so many wonderful get well responses that it would take me FOREVER to respond too all of them. But know that I read each one and with that I get a little better everyday! I am feeling so much better and my spirit can't help but fly for a few reasons.

First I have a BIG announcement to make but I want to do a painting that goes along with it and seeing how I still have some sitting issues it will have a wait a week or so.

Second IT IS CHRISTMAS. Big hugs, smooches, and a very merry Christmas to you and yours. How could you not feel well on Christmas! Beleive me a day or two ago I was struggling and wasn't in the Christmas mood. The wind from my sails were gone and with this special day being shadowed by me and many of my loved ones falling ill it was hard for me to embrace that not every year can be the best, but it is all in how you make it.

It is 6am here in NY and I just had to get up. On this most joyous of day I still wake up like a bright eyed child staring at a tree loaded with goodies. This year is different for me. First off I already recieved my biggest and greatest gift (which goes alone with my BIG annoucement....coming soon) But this is my first year with very few monetary gifts. Since I and my mother were sick (the two who do all the shopping) There will be very little packages adorning our very little tree. But I am very okay with this. Christmas isn't about the gifts and being as sick as I have been I have learned it is who is around you on this day that ultimately counts. A day to be spent with those you love. To share a laugh and a hug. Christmas is the magic of believeing that this days means to you whatever you would like it to mean. And on this day I couldn't feel anymore love in the world.

And as an extension of my family thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your support, your magic, your inspiration, your kindness, your wisdom, and you love. May this Christmas be magical for you and your loved ones.

OH AND IT IS MY 100TH POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know kind of ironic that it falls on Christmas. Almost like it is a gift in itself. Thank you all for sticking with me and following/reading my blog. Your comments keep me going and give me the inspiration I need to continue.

Love with big Christmas Smooches,
Steph

Alive

2008-12-21T12:05:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone,
Unfortunately again I am going to make this short. I am still alive.. I have been in the hospital since last Wed. I will explain everything more in depth later .. there is so much to tell and so much that has gone on that I will not be able to write about all of it until I am mentally ready.

For the two who won the giveaway please hang on I will mail out the winnings but I am still unable to sit or drive and I have a lot a 'life'work to catch up on.

I just wanted to take the time to thank everyone for all the well wishes and support. I have a lot of hurdles which I will share with you all later. Please don't leave me now your support helps me with this everyday. If I don't talk to you before Christmas PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE have the most Merry Christmas, healthy New Year and best tidings to you and all your loved one. I hope to be around but I am still very sore and very out of commission.

Big Smooches,
Steph

emergency surgery

2008-12-15T18:53:00.000-08:00

Sorry folks tomorrow I am going in for emergency surgery for a very large infection that resulted from a different infection. Wonderful. Please hang around I will be with you all in thought . And i hope to talk to you all soon

Smooches and warmest wishes

Steph

AND THE WINNERs ARE!!

2008-12-14T14:46:00.000-08:00

So as I stated in my post earlier today I was going to give two people a giveaway instead of just one. I appreciate all those who participated but in the end there could only be 2. (and yes I remembered to add those who posted the badge in twice.)

How I did the drawing. There were 27 participants in total. I gave everyone a number giving the first poster number 1 and so on until the last poster was named number 27. (Those who added the badge had their number put in twice). Then Adam picked from the magic Christmas hat and came out with two winners. (This was just easier than writing out everyone's name)

The first person receives two 5X7" prints of their choice

The second person receives one 5X7" print of their choice

without further delay

#10= 1st place winner= Cris from Mommy's Midwest Mountain Folk Art

#2= 2nd place winner= Jenn from Pease Porridge

Again thank you all for participating. I am coming up on my 100th post so stay tuned for MAYBE another giveaway!

CHECK OUT MY ETSY!

I have two short term paintings on ebay (going off in three days) incase you wanted to do as a Christmas gift. (will send out as 2 to 3 day shipment, unfortunately I can't be held responsible for delaying with the post office)

SMOOCHES,
Steph

HAPPY SUNDAY

2008-12-14T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone. This is a little number I did before I fell ill and forgot to post... It is a 9"X12" so it has a hard time getting on the scanner. But you get the idea.

Well I got outside yesterday. The day I had the first procedure done we had a huge ice and sleet storm so I knew at the point I wasn't going to be able to be outside for a couple of days. I FINALLY GOT outside yesterday! BURRRR when did the temperature drop that cold. Really I didn't car, to breath fresh air was a HUGE relief. And more awesome yet was that all the tree looked like crystals from the ice storm. If you touched one it looked like it would shatter in a million pieces! I wish I had my camera on me but I didn't. I am going to go out again today and see if I can get any pictures... crossing my fingers.

I want to get some quality time outside today because I am back to the surgeons tomorrow so he can look into the crystal ball and read my future. Speaking of future ADAM IS ALL DONE WITH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYYAY I think I feel as liberated as he does. Time to start real life. I am a little nervous but I think it will all be fine.

We stayed up until 2am last night playing online jeopardy. We are a good team:) We always bet it all at the end, not becuase we are risk takers but becuase we trust in that the other will know the answer. In high school I was a member of what we called the Post Star Bowl team. It was high school jeopardy and I loved it. At the begining of the year you had to try out against tons of classmakes and students in higher and lesser grades than you and the team would consist of 5 players with one sub. I have always had a love for information I was actually invited to try out for the real Jeopardy teen edition when I was a Sophmore in highschool. It was at the Waldorf Historia and NYC. Unfortunately the tryouts fell on New York State testing days and well there goes a one in a will shot. My luck I would have gotten all spelling questions.

Alright well I have to shower and get my day started. I am sooo behind on a million different things that it will take me DAYS! to catch up.

The drawing for the winner of the giveaway will be pulled btwn 5-7pm eastern time! So I will be sending out an email to the winner. Also I decided to give away one more print to a second winner and that name will be drawn at the same time! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE. and thank you for entering!

smooches,
Steph

Award

2008-12-12T05:31:00.000-08:00

Sorry I forgot to post this award I received from two of my most beloved blog ladies who are always here to spread love and great cheer all over my little blog.

Gina from Cap Nap Inn Primitives what a domestic goddess! She always has love to spread and makes you feel right at home. I am so lucky to have her around.

Also Jenny from Wonders of Whimsy her blog is just as contagious as her unbelievably loving demeanor.

Both ladies are a masters of their craft but more important they are wonderful caring ladies individuals with nothing but love in their hearts.

It took me some time to post this and I promise I will send it back out but it might take a day or two. I just wanted to make sure that I gave these two unreal ladies the recognition they deserve.

Thank You both your continued support is sooo unreal and much needed.

Big smooches

Steph

Thank You

2008-12-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

Thank you everyone for sicking around. This hasn't been easy on me. Yesterday I had to go to the Surgeons and I underwent some of the wost pain of my life. The cellulitis had to be tended to so they had to lance the infection to let the bad stuff out. OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. So pretty much all last night I just knocked myself out with pain killers.

After that procedure was done they had to stuff the incision with gauze. So inside the cut was filled with gauze and this morning Adam had to rip it out. DOUBLE OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Followed by uncontrolable crying for at least 30 mins.

I just really want to keep everyone up to date what is happening. I have another appt. on Monday I don't want anymore pain but I know that is unrealistic!

Please hang around I am just so nervous that you are all going to leave due to me not posting any art and with the holidays and all. I really need your support right now. You all mean so much to me and it is just KILLING me that I haven't been able to do any art in almost 2 weeks.

Don't forget the drawing is still going to take place and I might try to make an Etsy update sometimes today or tomorrow.

The weather here is horrible we have about 3 inches of snow over 2 inches of ice and I am a nervous wreck becuase Adam has to drive to Albany! I hate when he has to drive in these condtions.

He has been really good about me being sick (at first he didn't want anything to do with it) (I kind of understand it is really really gross, lots of blood and all that) but now he is very helpful and changes all the dressesing and is coooking (although I can't seem to eat)

I am getting a little tired now. Thank you all for you well wishes and for sicking around. Please don't leave me I hope to be back in action as soon as possible. I will keep you all posted with my health.

Big smooches to you all. I could really use some Christmas cheer

Steph

Out of comission

2008-12-10T15:08:00.001-08:00

Howdy folks...

Well.. I am sick.. and I mean sick as a dog. With a new icky development with my cyst yesterday I decided to go see my primary for a second opinion since I developed what I thought was a cold on top of all of it. I am going to make this quick because I am extremely nauseous from the pain killers I am on but..... here is the short of it..

I guess somewhere along the line a became antibiotic immune and the infection got worse and has caused cellulitis (kinda like a staff infection) and the cyst has drained into a different area. SOOO I am scheduled for an emergency meeting tomorrow with the surgeon. So with all my white blood cells fight the infection of my cyst is wasn't able to protect me and my weekend immune system from a respiratory infection. Ya a lot of yucky stuff. I feel awful I haven't been able to create anything (but a mess).. Please bear with me during this time I will be back as soooon as possible. This Sunday is still the drawing for the giveaway!!!! I will email the winner!

Smooches,
take care,
Steph

Make-me-up

2008-12-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

Howdy ..

Well I know I haven't done a video in a longgggg time so I thought I would do one. I didn't know what to do so I did my make-up I know I am a goone. Anywho it has music with it so turn my playlist off at the bottom of my blog.

I am working on a little somthin somethin (okay just a painting) but I really like it.. sooooo cute! I hope to get it done tonight.

Well this brain has been doing some thinking.. Ahh yes don't we all smell the unmistakable sent of burning wood. Okay now that the tacky joke is out of the way, I have been pondering this question for a long time. I am sure I am not the only one but I have yet to see it mentioned through all my days of blogging. Do we ladies and gents of the art blogspot world ever meet up? I mean not just two or three of us who live close enough, but a group of us? This might be the event coordinator in me but I almost feel that there is an injustice done if I never get to meet any of these wonderful people I have been conversing with for so long. Our own little mixed media convention. Just curious.

Then of course my mind expands on this thought and says. Due to travel costs we would have to break if down into regions so there would be 5 chapters (Northeast, Southeast, Central, Southwest, and Northwest). We would also have to have dues to cover the cost of the meeting hall, or if it is a manageable group we could always meet at a house. We could make it a yearly event (one shot deal) to bring some of our items and to showcase them and maybe swap techniques and chew over some ideas about getting the word out to the public about our little corner of the world (there are sooo many people who don't even know us and that our art work exists). Believe it or not I know people who have never heard of ETSY! (gasps from the crowd) I know dears I know….

I guess that was all a dream but then I woke up. But isn't this a place to dream and to explore. Call me Peter Pan but I'm never doing to lose the child like hope and I will never stop believing in the things I am passionate about. So just a thought to mull over for all those starving artists out there who have met special people like them on here. Something to tuck away in the back of your mind and bring it out when the timing is right. And as a very smart intelligent woman once said to me, "why not?"

Lovely Tuesday Ladies (and Gents)

Smooches,

Steph

2008-12-08T05:54:00.000-08:00

Howdy ALL!

Well well well.. I guess today is Monday. I guess I am okay with that because there is an exciting development! ADAM is undergoing his VERY LAST week of classes (or should I say finals). I know finals aren't normally a time to celebrate but we have been waiting a long long long long time for this. For YEARS we have been working opposite schedules because he had to go to school during the day but very soon I will have some one to go home to at night. So in that sense this is the best Christmas gift ever!

I really have to thank you all for your well wishes! I am indeed feeling better. Not 100% and I still have to sit on a donut but all that positive energy took the pain away and for that I am very thankful. I have a Dr. appt the 17th so I am crossing my fingers!

I was bestowed a LOVELY (truly the graphic if beautiful) awards from THREE beautiful ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! From the talented and entertaining Jenny from Wonders of Whimsy . If you haven't been to see her GO.. She has some of the best dolls around and her work is immaculate and did I mention her sense of humor ;) What a fire cracker! ALL Good stuff. Ms. Gina from Cap Nap Inn Primitives Always good for a laugh and a redneck fire alarm(Go ahead ask her about it). Funny like you wouldn't believe but her heart is as big as the Grand Canyon...... okay maybe a little bigger...Check out her little store of goodies. I love her mice! Also from the ever sweet Lisa from LL Creations . Talk about some top notch work. The queen of the 'perfect' girl. Lisa's art is as enchanting as her beautiful personality. Two artists not to miss!

The rules of the game:
Add the logo to your blog.

2. Link to the person from whom you received this award

3. Nominate 7 or more blogs

4. Leave a message on their blog, letting them know they are "One Lovely Blog"!

Okay my nominations.. NEVER EASY!

1. Ms. Pease and her wicked snowman Hot Tamle Art Studio

2. The lovely Flor from Flor Larios Art

3. The wonderfuly wicked Gail and Miss. P from Gail Lackey and her magical things!

4. Sp---Spoo-Spooooky Ck from Designs by CK the man with a plan

5. Ms. Em from Creative Art Journal.. Ever need some wisdom here is the place!

6. And of the blue eye Becky from Behind Blue Eyes. Keeping it real one post at a time.

7. Stef my Italian sister from Gufobardo. Check out her gems AMAZING!

Please donnot be offended if your name is here. I love you all very much but I keep it at seven becuase this process seems to be time consuming although I would love to give it to everyone. This list is in no certain order. I love you all! And all who aren't on the list.. (I promise this isn't "that" list.. everyone will still get presents under the tree)

This weekend was the Trans Siberian Orchestra concert and yes I went and took my donut. I really have no shame. This was the best year yet and they only get sweeter with time!

I got a really bad hair cut this weekend and I am not going to lie as vein as it is I am misearable about it. I asked her to least the length and to shape and she chopped my hair off. I have curly hair it takes forever to look like my hair grew. I am very upset and hate it (I know a strong word) but I am VERY VERY VERY attached to my hair and how it looks.

I didn't get a ton of work done this weekend. Started a few Christmas gifts which REALLY need to get done.

I will leave you with this. Part of my Winter Desolation Collection. That water sure does look chilly. At again, stand back and view from a foot or two away to get full effect!

Smooches my loves. I am sooooo thankful to have you all in my life to send me 'get better' love! I needed it …

Steph

Enough is enough I need some Christmas cheer

2008-12-04T10:01:00.001-08:00

So I am so over all the bad news as of late that I need some positive thoughts!

But before the good stuff I need to just get out of the rest of the bad, and what better a place than to all my friends here.
The Dr. Appt. I had yesterday went crappy to say the least. The darn thing is infected and oozing and everything else under the sun. I think I should come up with a name for it calling it "the cyst" is no impersonal for being in such a personal place. Unfortunately, they have to wait for the infection to go away before I see what a surgeon has to say. That will be my second surgery on the same spot. HOOO HUMMM! So I have 10 days of trying to sit on a donut. And I sit for a living!

But I had a HUGE dose of humble pie last night… Adam's grandmother informed us that she has Ovarian Cancer. So with said and all the bad news out it is time for me to stop dwelling on the bad and start sending out the good!

And what better way then Christmas cheer. So all that negative energy that I am storing I am turning into good energy for Adam's beloved Grandma and sending it her way!

Here is a little piece to get us in the mood! I did it before I got sick and I am hoping to get some more done soon and put them on Etsy. This is my Christmas Cheer collection, the LET IT SNOW snowmen are part of this collection as well.

I am going to keep this short, but all I ask is that we all take our negative energy. The hard feelings we have been storing, the angry notions we might have been harboring and just chase them off with positive happy thoughts!

Smooches,
Steph

No Joy in Mudville.

2008-12-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

This post is by no means to depress anyone, but being a blog I think I am allowed to write to vent. So yesterday just wasn't a good day. NOT GOOD AT ALL! I am going to start from the beginning because there is where most stories begin.

Monday night I slept AWFUL. No sleep at all just a lot of tossing and turning which I dismissed to heartburn at the time. I got up before the alarm and went on my merry(or not so merry way) and did my morning routine. At the very end of this so called routine I put on my shoes and head out the door. I went to sit down and this is where the down hill spiral starts. I sat down and this shooting pain went up my spine. To the point of it knocked me over. I knew in a second what the pain was, it wasn't the first time I had it and once you have it once you will never forget. My pilonidal cyst returned. To save you the disgusting details and give you the short and not so sweet. This is a type of abscess that lives at the bottom of your spinal chord. When I was about 15 I had surgically removed, but guess what it is back with vengeance! I CAN"T SIT DOWN! So this happened yesterday morning so I immediately called the Dr. to make an appointment. I don't know what to do. I didn't even know they could grow back… but all I know now is I can't sit down without a stupid rubber doughnut! How stylish.

You would think my story ends there, but no, not at all. I get a phone call an hour after making my Dr. appt. that I have to go to the hospital and that my Mom fell on ice. So I get in my car (but mind you I can't sit down because the pain of sitting is excruciating) soooo I drove 30 mins to the hospital ON MY SIDE! I get to the hospital and my poor poor poor mother is a reck. Mind you she is 60… So there was lots of damage and a lot of pain. She beyond broke her humorous bone in her shoulder; there were other moderate injuries but no other breaks. Poor thing is locked up in a straight jacket-looking devise and just in so much uncontrollable pain!

But of course what would a story be without the conclusion. The night before we had to put to sleep our beloved Elvis.. He was our Poodle Terrier mix that happy lived with us for 16 years. He just couldn't cope with the pain anymore and we couldn't cope with seeing him in pain. My mom and dad were DEVISTATED! So that only added on to the never ending array of awful occurrence that transpired over two days!

A year down the road I might be able to chuckle at the fact that so many bad things happened in such a short span of time but right now I am bummmmmed out!
Good news is I have Dr. appt today so hopefully my spine issue will get straightened out! I am crossing my fingers. I will keep you all updated (if they do the surgery painting will be tough on my stomach!)

Now this is irony…. I started doing a black and white collection of paintings that I want to call winter desolation. The meaning is the beauty behind to dreariness, darkness, despondency. So I think it will fit this post perfect!

This is meant to be viewed from a distance. So stand back a foot or two to get the full effect!

EVERYONE stay safe and don't let my unluck rub off on you!

Smooches,
Steph

Re: SUPRISE & GIVE-AWAY

2008-12-01T06:05:00.000-08:00

POLLS CLOSED AT 5pm eastern time. Sorry but any posts after this time will not be counted in the giveaway! 12-14-08 /5:00 pm

Good morning to you all and I hope that you have recovered from your turkey commas. I have to apologize that I have been as sparse as Charlie Brown's Christmas tree but you understand what happens when you have house guests .

BUTTTT… BUTTT... I have done work. Oh yes, I have been busy on off times. You will all be the first to see the unveiling of my very first, official, and built from the ground up, WEBSITE!!!!!!!!! Please, when you have the time stop over and check it out!

http://www.fantasticfigments.com/

The site is almost complete but I couldn't keep it a secret any longer. The purpose of this site is to be a hub, I will still be doing all of up daily updating from here my beloved blog, but now there will be one inclusive area to reach my selling shops as well as view all of my work (which is taking forever to load up). Eventually it will all be there.

To commemorate this momentous occasion I think a GIVEAWAY is in order! And the lucky winner will receive two signed and dated 5"X7" prints of my original artwork! And the greatest part is you get to pick. Please pick from two below and at the time of the drawing I will ask the winner to clue me in on which two they picked!

DRAWING WILL BE HELD
DEC 14th (sorry I forgot to state a date)

Now for the rules
For one entry: Simply comment on this post and only this post telling me you favorite Christmas Song
For Two entries: You can click and save the giveaway badge that is at the top of my sidebar and place it on your blog(tracing the link back to my blog). Then comment on this post only to tell me that you have added the badge and BAM double your chances! (and yes you can still tell me your favorite Christmas song)

Tell your friends the more the merrier! Spread the holiday cheers!

Well I hope that everyone is getting in the Christmas cheer. I am getting there. Give me another week and I will just jump right in.

I did this little number last night.

Adam and I had a wonderful day yesterday. We went to the local coffee shop had a latte and walked around the city. When we got back is started to snow! How perfect! I sat at my studio and painted in front of my HUGE picture window and watched the snow fall. Bummer not much accumulation actually by the morning it melted but it was nice to see if falling. Adam even comments on how he wised we had a fire place (oh gee Mr. Never Romantic actually broke from the shell). Must have been all the holiday cheer my painting was spreading!

Alright well this was info overload. If you have any questions about the giveaway PLEASE ask I will be more than happy to help you out.

Big smooches my lovelies and hug a loved one today!
Steph

Happy Thanksgiving

2008-11-27T06:23:00.001-08:00

Wishing you and yours the most wonderful Thanksgiving!

I am so thankful for each of you and the wonderful comments and inspiration that you give me. I am truly blessed and I hope that at one time of another I can show you all my gratitude.

Warm wishes for all of you!

BIGGEST HUGS AND SMOOCHES,
Steph

HAPPY TURKEY EATING!

UPDATES

2008-11-24T06:53:00.000-08:00

Howdy Folks,

UPDATES

eBAY

ETSY

Hello and good day to you all. Well, as I promised a million times I finally got a shop update going. That is right both Etsy and eBay have items so please stop over and shop a little. There will be more but I am trying to stagger the goods! Especially since my studio has been taken over with house guests.

I hope you all had a super weekend and stayed warm! I know the temperatures are dropping big time in a lot of places and it is so important to stay tostie. That is why I have been doing some knitting while my apartment is in schambles. Never too early to start Christmas gifts!

Sorry if I seem out of it…. I am… This weekend as I mentioned previously was my big Thanksgiving weekend with my friends for college. The afternoon was amazing and we all had the best time… but… as my story goes I ended up getting food poisoning and had it all night Sat, and day Sunday so NOTHING got done except well you know. I should clarify that it wasn't anyone's or foods fault and no one else got sick and the reason for that is as follows. A few years ago I was diagnosed with Salemania (sp) poisoning. I was hospitalized and had a very bad strain of it. Once you are medicated for it the virus that caused it will never go away and it stays in your liver. Well that is what happened to me, and now the littlest things will set me off. I HATE IT I TELL YOU! I really do it is awful, so thus I haven't been feeling great and I have been very slow moving. So please bear with me and I hope to be around to visit everyone as time permits.

Have a WONDERFUL day. Stay warm and VISIT my shops!

Smooches,
Steph

An old tradition

2008-11-20T05:54:00.000-08:00

Before I get to my little diddy I was soooo excited about this last piece I did that I had to show all of you straight away.. so with no delay…

I just thought it was to die for. I finished it yesterday as I was playing Cinderella in the bathroom. Let me tell you, I might not be the tidiest person, but my biggest peeve is a dirty bathroom. So now it is spotless and I can feel comfortable having guests over.

Anyway, I love how the crackle came out I love the new snow sparkles I bought. And I am sure some of you noticed, not only are there two people in this one but one is a boy! I know right! First time for everything. Gives me the warm fuzzies!

So onto the tradition…. About 4 years ago my college roommate Jen and the boys that lived next to her Tom and Gus started this tradition on Thanksgiving. Before we would go home for break we would all get together and eat our first Thanksgiving dinner together! I know the coolest tradition ever. Well the tradition carried on long after we graduated and ever year we have our Thanksgiving feast before Thanksgiving. Of course things are different now, Tom and Jen are engaged, I'm still not engage (that stayed the same… haha) and the biggest change is that is got bigger and bigger….23 people this year! HAHA.. I know right unreal. But the more the merrier and as always it is a wonderful time to reconnect after sometimes not talking to each other for months, some of us only see one another on this very occasion and then sadly part ways the rest of the year. But without fail we always have the best time with our greatest friends. This Saturday is sure to be no exception I am looking very forward to it.

I have a lot of cleaning left to do tonight and then my brother and his fiancé will be in tomorrow so unfortunately no art… wa wa waaaaaaa.. (Unless I can't stand to be without it!) But I will make sure I post some pictures of the festivities and list some eBay items and transfer some over to Etsy. Crossing my finger on that one, you all know how I roll.

In closing, this is a perfect time to think of what you are thankful for. Turn it into positive energy and do once nice thing for someone else. Even if it is insignificant to you it could mean the world to some one else. Pay it forward loves.

Warmest hugs from NY on this extremely cold day.

Smooches

Beleive

2008-11-19T05:52:00.000-08:00

The magic of Christmas, I swear it is true,

it lives inside everyone one of you.

It starts in your head and flows down to your toes,

it a feeling that comes with the first fallen snow.

When you are sad it brings a smile to your face,

it just seems to show up in every single place.

Your friends and your neighbors will catch it too,

and even the grumpiest grinch will smile at you.

It is a feeling that comes around once a year,

sending tidings to all with heaps of Christmas cheer.

But magic can't work all by itself,

you must believe in magic and every Christmas elf.
You must believe in your Mom and believe in your Dad,
you must believe in the magic even when times are bad.

You must believe in the happiness and the joy that is spread,

you must believe in Santa and even his sled.

You must believe in the delight that you share with friends,
you have to hold onto the spirit even when the season ends.

Just remember what I say is true,

fore the magic is real and it comes from inside of you.

~Stephanie Mannuci

I hope you like my message and my sneek peak at my holiday decore! I will show you the full spread around Christmas time. But since I so strongly beleive in the magic I thought what a better time to start unleashing it than around the most thankful day of the year!

Please enjoy and smile at a stranger today.

Smooches

Loved

2008-11-18T05:58:00.000-08:00

You know I never knew what I was missing all my life until I started blogging. Some things I am sure just happen for a reason and I have not doubt that blogging is one of them. I must have done something right for fate to steer me in this perfect direction. I have met the most creative, loving, caring, and wholesome people from blogging and it is simply marvelous! I hate not waking up in the morning and saying HELLO to my fellow bloggers.

The love just continues I received two WONDERFUL awards that I just have to share. First Chris the spook master, the sultan of sketch, the president of perfection, and the Sensei of falling snow from Designs by CK passed this little gem onto me:

RULES: If you follow them...

1. Please put the Marie Antoinette picture on your blog.2. Place a link to the person from whom you received the award.3. Nominate at least 7 or more blogs.4. Put the links of those blogs on your blog.5. Leave a message on their blogs to tell them

I am sending this award to hmm... (if you already have this award don't feel like you have to repost, just know I admire you)

1.Jenny from Wonders of Whimsy

2.Gina from Cap Nap Inn Primitives

3. Joyce from Enchanted Productions

4. Lisa from LL Creations

5. PEASE (just love the last name) from Hot Tamale Art Studio

6. The very talented ladies from Things With Wings

7. Flor Larios of Flor Larios Art

And the second award comes to me straight from the wonderfully crooked lab of Gail Lackey and Miss. Pennythistle! And what a special award this is. Gails's work is unreal, or maybe undead not sure! HAHA. Regardless of her creaturs pulse these pieces are to die for!

These are two artists that are all about quality and creating the most mystic master pieces of perfection! So please make sure you stop by and pay them a visit, and believe me you don't want to mess with Miss Pennythistle if you don't!

With several apartment guest coming in a very few days I am feeling clutter-phobia as normal. Although I know that my family wouldn't cast me off as the sloppy black sheep…… *crickets chirping* …. yes they would I have been hearing it for YEARS. I have to commence the attempt of cleaning! Alas cleaning my arch nemesis my ever righteous rival. I can't stand it. HAHA please don't get me wrong there is order, but my order which I see others can't appreciate. I know you all know what I am talking about. If anyone so happens to breath in the direction of my studio space and ruffle a paper I know it was ruffled. We will all survive. I and my mess welcome them with open arms and an empty fridge. HAHA no we have some food. I sound awful. Please understand that I work 9 hours a day get home at abut 5:40 and paint/craft the rest of the night. This doesn't leave me time to practice the fine art of Martha Stewarting (whom I would love to be someday). That was my long winded way of saying I will be even busier than usually and thus last art will be produced. Awful proposition isn't it?

This is number I did last night. I PRPRPRPROMISE these last few that I have created will find there way to eBay within the next few days. And as previously stated I have a few little pretties for Etsy.

Okay I won't keep you. (That last sentence reminds me of a favorite quote… If I tell you I love you can I keep you?) I know don't all cry at once I know it is beautiful. And who would have imagined if came from a familiar friendly ghost known as Casper.

I will talk to you all very very soon ;)

Please have a wonderful day and remember you are never fully dressed without a smile!

SMOOOCHES

I missed you guys!

2008-11-17T06:10:00.000-08:00

Okay so strike me down I haven't posted in awhile I feel like I am going through withdrawals. I hope everyone had a delightful weekend. I don't know about everyone else but the weather in upstate NY was poopy! We couldn't even drive it was just pouring down in droves! I guess better rain than snow at this point. Needless to say that put a damper on the weekend we ended up staying at Adams Dads house on Saturday on account of the rain. We caught some bits and pieces of some okay horror movies (nothing I can care to remember the name of) and that was it. Cut dry boring. BLAH. Sunday we ended up going up to my parents house and that too was uneventful.

WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA

Adam ended up getting called into work last night at about 10pm search and rescue. A hiker got lost up on Tounge Mountain in Lake George, NY and they had to dispatch the helicopters. Adam was the observer. Sorry to report but as of midnight the hiker was still missing. Makes me sick to think about it.

I have some SUPER EXCITING NEWS! My brother and his Fiance are coming up this coming weekend (from NJ)!!!! YAYAYA My drought of doing nothing is over. They are some of my favorite people to hang out with. AND they will be here all the way till Thanks Giving! EXCITING! Potentially during that time I might not get too much done in the way of art but please know it is being spent with two very important people.

So I did get a little somethin somethin done over the weekend. And here she is. I hope she will be going up on eBay tonight and if she doesn't sell there she is going on over to Etsy. I should have a few new things to list on Esty. I am sorry I keep saying it but I find listing items to be sooooo tedious! That is why there is always such a delay!

(The colors are sooo much more rich and viberant!)

( That is the side of the stretched canvas, to match the french words in English, 'Let it snow'. Her little birdy companion is saying MERRY CHRISTMAS!)

I have a few works in progress that I hope to be showing soo. I still don't feel like there is nearly enough to have a winter showcase and it is a tad overwhelming! And what is crazy is I am working every night on things. AHHHH .. I am sure it will straighten itself out. I am so amazed how FAST November flew by I can't even think about it or I will go crazy. One minute here and the next gone. On our second to last week and then December rears its jolly face.

Okay I am rambling. I feel like I haven't talk to you guys in forever! But I want to leave you with something that was just sent to me and struck a chord!

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could onlysee the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a Gift. Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven. Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.I PRAY THIS MOVES AROUNDTHE ENTIRE UNIVERSE...

Do on to others time old tale. Believe me I forget more than anyone but remember to count your blessings every night and be thankful for them. You never know when fate might turn.

Have a great Monday.. EVERYONE!
Smooches.

A time to simplify

2008-11-13T06:37:00.000-08:00

When I get a song in my head I listen to it over and over until it burns a hole in my memory until I know the note before the note is played, or the lyric before it ever escapes their lips. Most inspiration that I receive is from music, two arts that waltz beautifully hand-in-hand.
Last night while I was wheeling my paint brush in no direction, I had to stop, sit back and conjure a plan. One single idea, thought, inspiration to break through and reach for my awaiting virgin canvas. Then from the distance, his fingers hit the keys in such a purposed rhythmic fashion. The chords hummed back to him confidently yet with a subdued undertone. The sheer simplistic beauty of Beethoven's overture. Simplicity at its finest moment. Like a precise writer every emotion imaginable was captured in 6 minutes. Simple maybe uncomplicated in approach …..never… Every move was deliberate this piece was no accident. For about 4 rounds of the song roughly a half hour I decided to get lost in the notes which I hoped would help my own art. And it did.
I stripped my canvas, removed the fan-fair and approached the canvas self-assured. I knew what to do. Simplicity, easy in thought difficult in execution. When a thought is simple in art the execution has to be deliberate and flawless. Just as Beethoven you have to be confident with your instrument. As a result last night I painted something totally out of my box and happened to love it. Primitive, simple, and thought out. Three things I sometimes zoom by in my haste to create. I hope you like it. Currently he is on eBay.

I like him better in person :) You can really appreciate the detail then

So… with all of this, a revelation. I have been pretty tense lately, even irritable. I know why (I SOOOOOOOOO WANT TO TELL YOU… but alas I can't…. in time). But how to cope with something you have no control over? I always have control. So in the mean time I need to simplify and it has to start with my thoughts. My mind is always racing I can't seem to stop it. At night I have to sleep with the TV on to divert me from thinking too much. I must simplify my processes. Easier said than done and I don't even know where to begin. But in order to keep sanity I have to figure it out.
I am sooooo excited for the holiday that I want to be able to mentally sit back and enjoy them. Or else they will fly by like they never came to visit. But as I said when something is simple the execution has to be flawless. So, I must think about my approach before I start, and trust in my instrument, myself.

Enjoy Kiddies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope each and every one of your have the best Thursday ever. Just remember, it is what you want to make it.

Big smooches!

TSO TSO TSO TSO TSO TSO

2008-11-12T05:57:00.001-08:00

Okay for those of you who don't know TSO they are the Trans-Siberian Orchestra!!!!!!!!! (screams from the gallery and panties flying on stage) Here is why the panties fly on the stage. Pictures are scarce but their music is super easy to find. Just picture a tormented rock and roller with long disheveled locks in a disheveled tuxedo wheeling a fierce electric guitar. Enough said.

INTERMISSION go take a cold shower…….I will wait.

Now a yearly custom my mother and I go to see there concert every year for almost 5 years now! I know and I never get tired of the same songs of the same routine. The light show is AMAZING and the people are just beautiful. Christmas music that appeals to all ages.

You can imagine that this is all I listen to until Christmas day. On my playlist at the bottom of the screen I have several songs you can listen too. ENJOY!

Last night while rocking out to TSO and Hugh Laurie AKA House (huge crush on the smart bad boy routine)! I did this little number. ON MY NEW STUDIO STYLE CANVAS!!!!!!!!!!!! It took a lot to get it here but it came finally and I LOVE working on it. I had a ton of fun with it and I can't wait to do more! She will be for sale on eBay soon. I took a front picture and two sides, as I painted the sides or some I say the front ran over onto to sides. A lot of fun and I love that it is ready to hang out of the box.

The Two smaller strips are the sides!

I really have to apologize. I have been soooo busy lately I feel like I haven't had time to visit any blogs. I will catch up I promise. I am a busy busy girl. Regretfully even too busy to get much art done :( I am still working on getting pictures taken of my work in progress. They will get there eventually!

Right now I am trying to figure out something fun to do this weekend. I was trapped in the house all last weekend so bored I couldn't even manage to pick up a paintbrush. Weird I know! Oh well, it happens.

Well kiddies I am off. I will talk to you all very soon.

Have a great days..

Smooches,

And the beat goes on.

2008-11-11T06:39:00.000-08:00

Okay I was going to write about how I still feel a little down, but you know what that won't make me feel any better. Sooo I will going to try to keep it positive. Just toooo much negativity for me lately. I don't like it!

Last night Adam came home, he was sick. Tis the season L poor guy. He doesn't need to be sick. I ordered him his very very late birthday present last night. A Pea Coat. I was sitting around yesterday thinking how he is going to be going on job interviews in the winter without a proper winter coat. Granted he has sporty jackets but nothing appropriate for a fledgling engineer. The struggle is finding anything to fit him. Not only is he obscenely tall his arms are too long for his body, or should I day they are perfect but just extremely long. Okay he would be perfect for a Dr. Suess cartoon, but that is why I love him. So I am crossing my fingers that this will fit him around the board and I will have to look no further.

Last night I did this little number. Cute isn't he. I enjoyed making him. Not the really different piece I am doing but I couldn't find my camera to take a picture of that last night. I thought this was an okay consolation. This is very textured with the vintage buttons on it. I am a magic believer. I don't believe in Santa(anymore I wish I did) but I do believe in magic and that there is something so sweet and primal about Christmas and just the holiday in general. And no it isn't for just kids it is for all of us. You just have to believe in it. Many of us are hardened and believe me I am too, but it is what you want to make it. For those who have children it is easy for their angelic ways to become contagious. So let it! That is one cold you want to catch. ! I will ramble more about this later in the season. I find it an extremely important topic.

Will be moving to Etsy!

Something else that I find even more important… BRA SHOPPING. Okay I have had it. I am lets say peeved that for the 19 years I have been wearing a bra I can't find one that fits. Being a woman of considerable cup size there is nothing I love more than the yanking and tugging of gravity on two very heavy body parts. Enough is enough and it is time for a change. But where to get the change…. In the old days (I swear I was really born in the 140's) there use to be Corrsetatoriums. Yes, there is right and they would properly fit you to a 'T'! Not this fast Vicky Secret run in and run out. The lady would sit with you and get all kinds of dimensions and would make you look like Marilyn even if you old gals sagged to your knees. So I am at a lose. I can't find a place that will do such a thing. No where in site. I guess I will have to venture into the city and cross my fingers. Ladies I am done with to should indents, I am done with uncomfortable, I am done with the back fat, I am done with the sag, I am done with bra rub, I am done with it all and ready for perfection!
So ladies unite and believe that one day there will be the perfect bra for each and every one of us.

BRA POWER!

He he he
Smooches my ladies! (and gents… sorry about the bra ramble, but I am sure you understand they suck!)

HMMMMMM......

2008-11-10T05:52:00.000-08:00

Well, I just don't know how to feel about things lately. Almost like my head is one big fog and I am shinning my high beams. Not sure what brought this on, not even sure why I am feeling some of the things that I am feeling. (probably PMS) (sorry guys who read my blog, but it happens I didn't get to pick it off a shelf) I think all the uncertainty that fills my life is getting to me. That mixed with the most mundane existence of any 23 year old on Earth. Right now there isn't a ton of happiness and definitely not a lot of stability. Most artists thrive on struggle, but I am the opposite I strive on progress and stability.

ANYWHO!

This weekend Adam and I just ended up sitting around the apartment Saturday night when he got back from my parents and Sunday ALLLLLL DAY. I am so tired of the same old! So I had some time this weekend to get some things done. Friday night I did two new pieces that I will show you in a second. Very different from my usual. I hope they do not offend they aren't meant to in anyway, and if you are offended by them I will take them off my blog immediately just let me know. Honestly if you are I am a tad shocked since it is artistic express, but hey differences is what makes this crazy world go round.

In my school day.. hehehe. I use to draw a lot of nudes. Mostly charcole figues and a use to LOVE IT! I love the way the human body shaps and molds and I love the way a body has smoothed valleys and curves. Women more so than men have the curves that are pleasing to draw and scuplt. I have done men but their is something so wonderfully mysterious about the female body.
I also started another piece which is going to be really neat. This is my first piece like this and I am really excited to see how he comes out. I will show the work in progress soon!

I wish I had something new and exciting to say. Sorry for laying my issues out there like no one else has any.

Oh Adam and I did go to see the movie Role Models! If you can stand off color seedy humor with a decent moral ending this is for you. I mean really seedy with kids swearing and such nonsense, but very very funny …… with that said, this movie is extremely offensive, but since I am not easily thrown off I loved it! Not recommended for family or the easily put off.

FOUR items listed on eBay. CHECK THEM OUT.. LUCY AND MABEL making their debut! I will be putting up the eBay ticker for easy access!

Smooches and Happy Monday to You All~

Today letter is 'F'....for 'F'riday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-07T06:01:00.000-08:00

Here it is the best day of the week. Here we are on the cusp of the weekend with so many possibilities ahead, but better still no work. I have been aching from a break from work (meaning the job that puts food on the table) I have been working straight (minus weekends) since July. But I know once I take one day off I will want more… ah yes greedy me!

No huge plans for this weekend. I think Adam is going to go up to my parents house and help my dad rebuild the roof. I know sounds stellar. My mom is in the midst of painting their backroom/den/laundry room, so in other words everyone will be working and I am afraid my mom will put me to work and I have SOOOOOO much to catch up on at my apartment! I know that sounds awful but every time I turn around there is something I have to do which is stopping me from finally getting art done. The Holidays are sneaking up and I don't feel like I have near enough. One good thing about going up my parents way is that there is a fabric store so I can go out and buy some fabric to make Christmas stockings. Also, yesterday I went to Dick Blick and FINALLY bought some studio stretched canvas, I think I got it for a decent price. But, if anyone knows a site where you can get stretched canvas on the cheap PLEASE let me know.

This is my new piece. I have REALLY been into illustrations lately. Her name is Lia and boy is she buttering up to Santa! She is on 5"/7" sturdy matte board. Done in mixed media, using mostly water color and acrylics. She will be heading over to eBay hopefully on Sunday to bring some holiday cheer!

Wow I hope everyone's Friday is a TON more eventful than mine. I will talk to everyone real soon. Etsy and eBay updates real soon.

Oh and before I leave I was TAGGGGGGGGGED I am it: by the talented Ms. Laticia at Regalo, the rules are.....

Link to the person who tagged you.Mention the rules.
Tell six quirky yet boring, unspectacular details about yourself.Tag six other bloggers by linking to them.
Go to each person’s blog and leave a comment that lets them know they’ve been tagged.

I am obsessed with horror movies
I know all the presidents in chronoligical order
I have to fall alseep on my stomach
My favorite cocktail is Blueberry Shminof and Diet Pepsi
I lock my keys in my car all the time
I don't do dishes (the creep me out)

Now that you all think I am nuts.. I am going to tag.... Jenny, Connie, Veronica, (and I am leaving it up to 3 other individual who would like to take this to their blog) I always break the rules!

Have a Super Day!

Smoooches, TGIF, Yours Till Niarga falls,
Steph

FROSTIES/Special Blog Offer

2008-11-05T06:11:00.000-08:00

Disclaimer: I know it is the day after an election but I rather not discuss politics. Thank You
BLOG SALE READ POSTING!
On to the sweeter stuff in life! I have a new collection that is just eating my heart they are sooo cute…. Figuratively of course. I am calling them Frosties! Not to be confused with the snowman. These guys are Christmas's little helpers. I will be making many more of these throughout the holiday seasons and they will be listed on Etsy.

Pictures do these little guys no justice!

BUT BUT to jump start I am offering an on blog only special. I am offering 'SNOW' for $15 with a one time only take 15% off offer! So the price will be $12.75.. WITH FREE SHIPPING!.. BUT WAIT.. let's make it an even $12.00. For $12 you can take home this super cute one of a kind Frostie made by yours truly. This is 'Snow' --- Sorry awful picture . I will send a better one upon request!

Details: All you have to do is be the first to comment on this post only, telling me you want to take this little guy home for the holidays! Then I will set some payment transaction up with paypal! EASY BREEZY!

My little Frosties are made from terracotta and baked to a very hard state. Then they are primed and then painted with acrylic paint. They also have 1930's vintage text on them, and (some not all have) current newspaper clippings to decorate their hats! 'Snow' is about 4 inches tall, and the other guys aren't far behind.

Hopefully 'Snow's' brothers will be posted on Etsy soon listed for $15 with $3.50 shipping. I hope to have them posted over the weekend!

If you have any questions regarding the Frosties please please contact me I will be more than happy to answer any questions.

Have a super wonderful day! If you are in the northeast enjoy this little heat wave!

Smooches,
Steph

I'm not crazy, just a little bit NUTS!

2008-11-04T05:38:00.000-08:00

Sooo… For pretty much my entire life I have been obsessed with old/vintage everything. Having an older Mom I was told stories of how glamorous and classy the ladies of the 50's were. How women were women kinda deal. As I got older I grew a healthy love for the one and only queen of swagger Marilyn Monroe. In 11th grade Regents standardized testing we were asked to write a full length essay on the topic of: If you could bring one person back from history who would it be and why. While other kids where bringing back Lincoln, JFK, Martin Luther King Jr., and this list of the righteous goes on, I brought Marilyn.

So call me crazy but now that I am significantly older and follow my 'own rules' I really want to emulate the ladies that I idolized. SOOOOOOOOO… you will be the first people to know (besides my mom) that I am trying to buy all 50's vintage clothing and will then be donating most of my current clothing. I know a little crazy and something that won't happen over night, but I feel I am pretty resolute on the decision. With all this said if any of you know of any places were I can pick up some great 50's grab on the cheap I would LOOOOOVEEEEE the link as the clothes are very hard to find!

To go vintage I thought I would do a tribute piece to the "big eyes". With the time change I can't help feel that winter is at our back door. We had a few flurries last week but it never amounted to anything. I know a lot of you already had accumulation! My little girl here is ready for whatever kind of weather mother nature will throw her way.

I am soooo behind on art!!!!!!!!! YA… and I am getting a tad stressed because I have to start making Christmas gifts and that won't leave much time for crafting for sales. How is a girl to work it all in! I am getting a little anxious. I think I am going to choose an upcoming weekend to just bang out all the Christmas gifts so I can concentrate on saleable crafts. The only problem is some of the crafts are knitting (not something I can do over night).. AHHHHH Time give me a break!

I won't keep you forever because I know you all are in the same boat as me. Enjoy you Tuesday and I will talk to you Wednesday!

Smooches!
Steph

Creature Comfort

2008-11-03T05:44:00.000-08:00

I always find that I will take comfort over adventure any day of the week. This weekend was definitely no exception.

I would like to thank everyone for your email regarding my Halloween costume!!! THANK YOU! It really means a lot, hard work, sweat, and tears went into it and it paid off!

Okay back to my weekend. We were going to go to Jersey this weekend but decided that our time would be better spent in the comfort of our lovely abode. Okay lovely and comfortable is stretching it. As any crafter can tell you there is never any law and order to the ever growing mess that they create. I, no matter my good intentions cannot seem to clean anything up! My brain whizzes right past the part where my hands are suppose to put things back in order. Thus, every two weeks or so we (patient Adam, and I) are left in a heap of left over crafting material! AHHHHHHHHHHHH! Therefore, every two weeks or so we have a massive clean up. This second week was no different and it took us ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL Day. I have the most wonderful boyfriend, with only a smidge of grunting he graciously helped me regain law and order. And when I have order I can craft again. And this is what I made…

SOLD
I have been dabbling in the charm bracelet making for a short period of time but I enjoy it. I would be more than happy to take a request for a theme:)! GREAT CHRISTMAS GIFT!

Adam sister Emily stayed with us last night and we decided to go out to the mall. CHRISTMAS CHRISTMA EVERYWHERE. Considering the economy I am not surprised at all, but WOWOWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW the days after Christmas it all started! YIKES! And I thought I was too early but apparently I am right on time!

Well I have some new things to show you, but I am get to that tomorrow. I had a busy cleaning weekend which means not much crafting got done at all. But the moral is I am a creature of comfort so now that I am comfortable again I can resume my normal crafting schedule! YAYAYAYYA!

Oh and remember all my Halloween paintings on Etsy are 15% off. HURRY OVER!

Smooches,
Happy Monday,
Steph

HAPPPPY HALLOWEEEN

2008-10-31T05:58:00.000-07:00

Wrapping up October: My Cup Truly Runneth Over

2008-10-30T07:01:00.001-07:00

Since I won't be around all weekend I thought I would do a wrap up of my favorite month of the year, October.

Creatively I believe I did my best work. The continuing inspiration of the foliage and the supernatural attraction of Halloween I was chuck-full of ingenuity. But, I also had a lot of fun with my work and kept it whimsical. This has been my first Halloween working in my new genre of mixed media, and I have to say I don't know if I will ever go back to my old style. I feel as though there are countless possibilities with mixed media and I have yet to even brush the surface.

This month especially my friendships bloomed with many fellow blog artists. I can truly say that I believe that I have made some life long friends, supporters, and mentors. When no one else understands I know you will. It is amazing how many of us are so much alike. I can waltz over to any blog and see so much of myself in you. So thank you for allowing me to be part of this wonder land of creativity.

Personally, (yes, I know I never put a lot of personal detail in my blog, one day I will be able too). This was an okay month. Nothing to write home to Mom about. There were plenty of ups and downs and thus has been my life for some time. A lot of uncertainty fills my days (any time that is left after art). I will save you the true search for self babble we all go through it and we all know the story. I will pin this on my quarter-life crisis. As any psych would tell me it is not good to repress, but I just continue to push on using my art to delay thinking about all my situations. One day everything will pan out but it is rough when there is no end in sight. As a fellow blogger will tell me one day you will Fly.

So lets explore the ups! For the first time I was able to FINALLY get tickets to the Headless Horseman Haunted Hayride! I had some really good times with my best friends this month. My brother Joe, his fiancé Jo Anne, and my longtime best friend/boyfriend/other half/ying to my yang/total opposite, Adam. We had some great trips to NYC, spent a lot of time in NJ (with Ali) and had many laughs along the way.

Without Adam (engineer) I think I (artist) would be a total mess. I am scattered, unorganized, off the cuff, loud mouthed, and very opinionated. Adam is precise, detail oriented, reserved, VERY quite, and humble. Physically we are polar opposites as well. He is very tall (6'6), thin, health conscience. I am 5'3, stocky, and I eat what I want (only go around once). He is truly my other half, I can't remember life before him.

I recieved the best Halloween present ever from my wonderful parents!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope everyone had a successful month. I know with the economy sales are down (in fact I only made one sale this month). I will keep my fingers crossed that the recession will not last too much longer and we will see some positive turnover in 2009.

I cannot thank you all enough for your tremendous support and comments. Please stick around, your comments and support give me the fuel I need to continue and believe me I need my art more than I need air!

Happy Halloween my loves! Thank you for a great 4 months and this being the most fulfilling of them all!

SMOOOOCHES,

STEPH!

SNOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW... where?

2008-10-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

As I wiped the sleep from my eyes at 8am this morning I was expecting to see a lot of this………..

But, All I saw was this.

Although I am not surprised to listen to a terrible farce fly from the lips of a weather man I was a little surprised to see that we did not receive a flake of snow from the predicted 3-5". Not one downy flake to even foreshadow the coming of winter. Okay I am not that disappointed but.. but.. my beloved Fall is gone, the grass is dead, the trees are naked, and at least the white of snow would add a tinge of festiveness to the air. And my art thrives on festiveness.

I went to AC Moore last night and blew the bank on supplies. I bought lots and lots of beads for the deconstructed bracelet I am making. Beads are sooooo expensive. If any of you happen to know a reasonable bead store online please share the link. I also rummaged the newly formed Christmas isles for some goodies to add to my 3-D sculptures. Not 1 of the 3 is yet complete and I am starting to find that I could work on them forever adding details and finishing touches. So here is a sneak preview. Two of them are on the brink of completion but you know I might change everything at the last minute. (Remember they aren't done!)

I really really enjoy working with the 3-d sculptures but they do take a LONG LONG LONG time. But they are sooo darn cute! Oh and a little hint to they paper mache sculptures out there, instead of sand paper for smoothing, hardware stores are now making sponge like sandpaper (on a 3-d sponge) that give you much more control, I think. I like it much better and I find my fingers get less roughed up. Give it a whorl. I think it lasts longer than sand paper as well.

I am a little bumbed I with Halloween and Halloween parties for the next few day I know I won't be getting much done. I will definately be posting my costume though. Not as wonderful as I would have liked but the origanality is there!

Well my lovelys have a wonderful day. For those of you who have snow congrats on the new inspiration! I am sure I won't be too far behind you……

Smooches XXXXXXXXX

And a big sigh for Monday

2008-10-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

So yes, it may seem as though I have been slacking off on my art but I'm not (okay maybe a little). It is a hard transition going from Halloween to Christmas. Plus I don't want to show my winter stuff just yet when the most glorious Holiday of the year hasn't even had its time to shine yet. I will thought give you a little taste of what we have in store!

I have to say I have been working on three-D sculptures more than my paintings. Hmmm not sure way. I think because they are introducing new challenges and are an exciting change of pace. The unfortunate part is that they take much longer. Oh well all part of it I guess.

So please bear with me during this transitional period. This is my first time in blog world trying to figure out timing but after Halloween (31st) I will start displaying whatever Christmas/Holiday/Winter stuff I might have and I will continue creating Christmas until Decemeber. After that I have no idea what I am going to do…. HAHA I guess we will see when the times comes..

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As a general rule I am not a 'scaredy cat' but the limits of my bravery were certainly tested this weekend. For years…. that is right years, I have been trying to make my why to Ulster Park, NY to see the #1 scariest hayride in the country!!!!! THE ENTIRE USofA! This year I was finally on the ball and got reservations. You wouldn't believe how fast the tickets fly. Anywho, the participants were Adam, Adam's sister Emily, and myself. Emily and I being horror buff and Adam could take it or leave it. The sad truth is we don't have any pictures to commemorate the evening because they had that place tied down like Fort Knocks. No camera phones no cameras, period.

Since I pride myself on being extremely punctual I matter-o-factly said that I wanted everyone in the car an hour early! I know seems severe but A) it was a two hour drive, and B) we had never been and I didn't want time being in the way. LUCKY WE DID! We got through the gates and hour early and as soon as we got in the power line next to us shorted out and engulf in a blaze! All the while I was by a hawk (which was real, but was being tamed by a handler) when the hawk noticed the adverse commotion he freed himself from the handler and flew into my head!!!!!!!!!!! Folks I couldn't fabricate this if I wanted too. Realizing I wasn't hurt but just startled we made our way to safety. Needless to say all the power went out, and the people who were still at the front gate were turned away to go home. The people who were left inside the park (see lucky we got there an hour early) were able to continue. YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS SOOOOOOO SCAREY. The hayride wasn't that scary but the last haunted house was! Unfortunately due to the fire the last house was closed, but that was okay I don't know if I could have handles being scared anymore! If you are ever in the mid-NY area and are looking for a good time in the Fall that is the place to go!
Okay this was a long post for a Monday. Welcome back everyone I hope you hade a great weekend!

Smooches,
Steph

Desolation & Happenings

2008-10-24T06:10:00.001-07:00

Alas, this is what I woke up to this morning. Do not be confused it isn't all fog, most of it is frost.

Desolation. How dare you take her from me, she was so precious and beautiful. Now wilted she stands on her last limb, exposed. Stripped of all her splendor she is left cold and tired, vulnerable. She can weather the storm much longer, oh Desolation give her back! So quiet now fore not even the bravest Blue Jay would dare stare into your face, the face of white death. The clock ticks, and time, time, time, your time is near when you will blanket her beauty in your filthy white coat. Your coat of arctic despondency where not one of her magnificent colors can bleed through. You took her from me, as quick as she came, but I know she will be back. She always comes back for me.

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Being so miserably cold outside I see I have more stow-a ways who don't want to stay home alone! I can't say I blame them, Petey and Lola don't seem to talk anything but bird.

And what do I have on my desk. Well I have been VERY VERY VERY behind on art due to me wanting to relish all I can of the sweet sweet Fall. Plus it is wind down time before I start my Christmas goodies. You understand everyone needs a little break. So here is what is on my desk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (NOT COMPLETE YET)

Not bad for my first shot. Still a way to go, but this little elfy has been great to work with :)

Have a wonderful weekend my loves...

SMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCHES (stay warm)

Steph

Paranoid Story and a Little Office Cheer, AND a post for Vanessa's Party!

2008-10-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

With Halloween chores to do, Adam's birthday (TODAY), and last the weekend of NY Fall, not much art work will get done. So I will try to post pictures and macabre stories to keep you entertained until my return. (p.s. my stories are meant for fun, no one has to run and call a Dr.)

My Mind is the Madness
By: Stephanie Mannuci

Maybe, if I sit still enough my mind will stop racing. Ha, a single thought that grips tight to the very core of my being. The endless barrage of thoughts, the sad, the bad, the ugly, but never the indifferent. Never peace. Never solace in the fact that I can sit back and stare off blankly into the face of contentedness. But why? Shouldn't I, the captain of my own ship be able to steer these thoughts that are so rightfully mine!

What is that, a faint chortle, a small deafening chuckle comes from my innards. These thoughts, more powerful than my will and more tangible than my skin finds it novel that I should have an independent notion. My thoughts are the harvest of hate, the sultan of sadness, and my closest cohort. We push on together; one cannot survive without the other. We are not in a fight over good and evil, not in a war amidst friends, but simply a coexistence that results in an infinite tug-of-war for power but does nothing but stabilize. It's a conflict of mind over matter that has no definite conclusion.

In wait it stirs. When I am so close to satisfaction it finds me or rather it never left. It's a slow beating, dull, lucid reminder that I can never get too far. The feeling is empty but the emotion is there. Unknown, a feeling that has no formal signature, no calling card, and no mercy! Empty as the heart in which is does not have. A feeling as organic as water, air, or earth. The battle forges on or rather stays the same as it races towards infinity. I have not won and it has not won. As careful as a balancing act we go forward holding hands as we dance a desolate tango.

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Ah the wicked mind.

I thought today was going to be normal but it is anything but. I woke up and it was pitch dark out and I heard a howling in the distance. I paid no-nevermind and gathered my thing and came to work. A funny thing, the night before I thought I heard russling and giggling in the livingroom. I chalked it up to branches stratching on the windows, but know I think I know the cause. When I opened up my brief case look who I found!

LuLu you little stowaway! But wait that is not all! Look who else I found

I couldn't beleive my eyes. They were ALIVE. As sure as the sun rose they climb in my briefcase. To visit...... or something else? Upon discovery the whole gang made it. They were in my bag, in my coat pockets and every plave in between. They perfectly alined themselves for the day and that is where they will stay. Unless THEY move.

Smooches My Lovelies!

Steph

My Fun Bank Depleted!

2008-10-20T05:39:00.000-07:00

Now that I have recovered from feeling like a shmuck after missing out on the Halloween party I am making a better post. So, if you have been so inclined to have followed my blog you will have concluded that I cling to NYC like a long lost relative. Ever given the chance to hop on over to the greatest city in the world I always jump on the offer. That said this trip was no exception.

First we stopped at TGI Fridays before going to see Legally Blonde on Broadway. After incurring $100 + bill for appetizers and drinks the bar tender was so kind to present us with shots on the house. HA, you know I didn't hesitate for a second. So feeling pretty good, if you know what I mean, we made it there with perfect timing to our perfect seats and commenced watching the play. HOWWWWWWWWWWWW CUTE. Really I think it was adorable. Also very humorous, and may I add that it didn't lack the necessary eye candy! I know I am bad.

But the fun just doesn't seem to end! Like a perfectly oiled machine with wove in and out of the buildings and made it to Little Italy. Of course what would a trip be without getting some of my home land culture? We had a delightful light (and by little I mean HUGE)meal as the plethora of Italian delicacies consumed our table. With our bellies full and our endorphins rushin' we headed to our favorite night spot. Canal Street.

With luck we missed all the covers. Our first stop was Kenny Cast-a-Ways. If the band was half as great as their Halloween decorations they would have been mobbed but… no such luck. We had one drink there and hit our favorite hot spot, Wicked Willy's and I AM SO GLAD WE DID. The bad which was playing was out of this universe! His name is Josh Zuckerman, and he is an original artist but he also plays some great covers! One of the covers being (Rocky Horror Picture Show… How is that CK!) I bought the CD as the band played their last song and a tear ran remorsefully down my cheek. I just didn't want it to end.

The clock tolled midnight and the band cleared out. BUT BUT, more fun in store. The stripper polls went up the music began to thump and the whole scene turned into a dance club. GEEEE WILIKERS! Am I sore today! I will save you the minutiae of my details although I am sure you would all love to know. But I will leave you with this picture and knowing we didn't leave the club until 4am…. And this is why I love NY!

I will regretfully say that I am going to be extremely busy personally this week so I will pre-appologize for the lack of art that might be flowing. Please stay tunned I will be back in action very soon. Halloween costume in progress!!! I hope it works out :)

Smooches My Loves...

Steph

Appologies

2008-10-19T11:42:00.000-07:00

I very much appologize for not posting for the party. I feel awful! Something came up and I had to go somewhere in which I didn't have access to a computer..... BOOOOO..... I feel just terrible! I hope to have a post for monday!..

Smooches.
Steph

Good Morning Friday

2008-10-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

At last! All week I have been feverishly waiting for this beloved day of the week. HELLLOOOOOO Friday! Okay I know just another Friday in the vast sea of Fridays but… oh the suspense… This Friday I am heading back to Jersey (the home land) and taking the bus into NYC for the weekend. That is right folks a whole weekend. Not being a stranger to the city it always amazed me that I never thought to spend the night. I assume it is because I never had to travel far to get back to NJ. My brother (whom I am very close with) and his fiancé had the idea of doing a Broadway show and a night in the city and let's just assume they didn't have to twist my arm out of its socket.

No matter how many times I venture into the big grey asphalt jungle I fall in love with it every time. Please don't misconstrue, I would never want to take up permanent residency there but for a weekend outing is cannot be beat. You can keep your LA, Chicago, Miami, Vegas, etc… Just please give me my Big Apple.
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I almost feel compelled to bring this up. Tiredness. I know I don't have to ask for a show of hands. What is our deal! Give me a pillow and a blanket and right now I can curl up and conk out. To add insult I went to bed at 9:30 last night! I said 9:30 folks. I better start upping my doses of youth because I am starting to feel OLD! Needless to say I am a whole day behind … ON EVERYTHING… I am thanking my lucky stars that I was in overdrive the beginning of the week knowing I wouldn't get anything done this weekend.
So here is a new piece. Who was suppose to go up for sale last night but lets just say sleep got the better of me.

I hope you all stay fancy. Enjoy your weekends and I will be in bright and early Monday morning with some pictures I hope!

Weekend Smooches!

Who ME!

2008-10-16T06:17:00.001-07:00

Oh so in my haste of running around like a headless chicken I forgot to mention some cool news! For those who follow my blog you know that I was recently at my brothers engagement party in NJ. We decided to go to Atlantic City. Not being a gambler you could only imagine my whateverness.

I walked into the smoke ridden temple of sin.. AKA Casino, and admired all the well groomed men and barely clad women. Admits the roars of machines, winners, and losers, I heard a familiar voice. From the distance I heard some one who I knew. My head darted to the right and there he stood the king of creepy, the sultan of anxiety, Mr. Alfred Hitchcock. Okay okay it was a slot machine with Alfred Hitchcock. I just thought I would draw it out. Being the horror lover that I am I was very happy to put in my money to blow it, as I pondered how the Casino knew how to pray on my weakness for the macabre. I took my first spin.... nothing (or nothing that I could tell.. for those who do play slot machines they aren't the easiest to follow). I spun again and nothing still....But then on my third spin my adored Alfred disappeared and a movie like feature appeared. "The Birds" of course the birds one of my favorites he is the man who made me fall in love with them. And fall in love I did.. my eyes grew wider with every jingle the machine made. For minutes the machines howled as the lights strobbed like a UFO ready for take off. A lady behind me said, " YOU WON!" "Who ME," I said with shock and excitement. I said to the lady, "but this is only a penny machine why did I win so much?" "I guess you are lucky," she replied. And lucky I was, I cashed out $100 dollars richer, a real winner knows when to walk away. Well that is what Kenny Rogers told me.

Oh my dear Fannie you always make me feel like a winner. Fannie from Imagine, Create, Inspire has humbled me by giving me these two beautiful awards.

Fannie in a nut shell is sheer poetry. Her work speak volumes and her mannerisms are contagious. Want to talk about a woman with some soul she will take you under her wing, and to coin her phrase, she will help you fly. And soar you will, you heart can't help take flight knowing that Fannie is your friend. THANK YOU for your continued inspiration and your charitable donations to a wonderful cause.

Alright my lovelies.. I am going to take off. I do have some new work that I would like to show you but I think I will leave it for tomorrow. This weekend I will be scarce, going back into the city (NYC) for Broadway.

Smooches my dears!

Coffee Dreams while Reality Screams

2008-10-15T05:34:00.000-07:00

I think we have reached our last day of luke warm weather. The leaves are tumbling from the trees and just as soon as Autumn arrived she is now saying goodbye. Alsa, winter is creeping upon us. Majestically beautiful but so unforgiving.

I painted another Lucy and Mabel painting last night. My inspiration is Coffee. I guess in a way this piece represents me and my dreams. I so badly want to open a gallery/store/studio/coffee shop that I can taste it. And I sit and dream about it, sometimes dream so hard I can see myself sitting in it. I want it more and more everyday. I can see the decorations I can hear the acoustic guitar, I can smell the coffee brewing. Sometimes I have to ask if my dreams are dreams or if I am really there. My imagination has become so keen that my reality has become warped. All in good time I tell myself... but time... I think Hootie says "time why do you punish me" , or something like that. But still I wait and I will continue to do so until the time is just right.

AHHHH and on a lighter note of enjoying dreams during reality, I will be spending the next several days making my HALLOWEEN costume.. And no I am not telling you right now what it is .. Now you too will also have to wait *wink wink*

P.S. If any of you folks happen to own or know some one who owns a coffee/art shop I would love to speak to you or them about it. I really need to do some interviewing.... I would greatly appreciate it!

Smooches for the day my loves,

Steph

And The Survey Says....

2008-10-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

I GOT THE TEACHING POSITION!

The pitch went well. Now all I have to do is hope people sign up! I will keep my fingers crossed! This is what I will be teaching

A little snowman on wood. I am doing this with water-color pencil, acrylic paint, scrapbook paper, and scrapbook elements. This makes a wonderful door hang for kids to make and gift to their parents or grandparents. I left out a lot of the technical cutting and such ... I didn't want to get into using exact-o knives.

Also, I did my FIRST ATC with a lovely lady from the UK! Here are my ACT's

Her trade off were just WONDERFUL. With the nicest fall colors. AHHHH.... Alas, I can see that the most beautiful season is coming to an end. I guess all good things do.

SEARCHING

For those who didn't get my email last night... I know spur of the moment. Lately, I have been really diving into my innerself and asking ... What do I really want to do with my life? I guess there is never a definitive answer but I have an answer right now. A while back came across a blog of two women who opened a little folk art country store in what I think was Virginia. Well, being a daughter of two parents who own a MOM and POP store I loved with artsy twist that these fine ladies gave it. They sold their art and home baked goods. HOW SWEET! (no pun intended). Anywho... although I thought I saved the blog I did not .... (wa wa waaaaaa) And now I am on the hunt for them. I don't know their names I don't know the name of their store. All I know is that they blog in this circuit. I feel like I am on unsolved mysteries! HEHE.. If you may know whom I speak of please leave me a message.

The engagements party went really well and we all had a very nice time. Went too fast if you ask me! I won at Atlantic City. I am not a gambler but I threw in $20 and pulled out $100!!!!!!!!!!!! Art supply store here I come! I am sick .. HAHA..

Smooches All..

Steph

When You Have a Moment

2008-10-10T06:08:00.000-07:00

As my scanner was fritzing out last night I don't have a new piece to show (I do but it is only a prototype) I have been very busy getting my pitch ready for the class I trying to teach. I am sure you will forgive me.

In the stead of tangible art work I will give you art in words. When You have a moment I would like to to read some of my favorite poems. The Bridge of Sighs by Thomas Hood is my ultimate favorite. Of course, with most great work it has to be read more than once but when you feel that true depth of emotion it is paralyzing!

The Bridge of Sighs (Thomas Hood)

ONE more Unfortunate,

Weary of breath, Rashly importunate,

Gone to her death!

Take her up tenderly,

Lift her with care; Fashion'd so slenderly

Young, and so fair!

Look at her garments Clinging like cerements;

Whilst the wave constantly

Drips from her clothing;

Take her up instantly,

Loving, not loathing.

Touch her not scornfully;

Think of her mournfully,

Gently and humanly;

Not of the stains of her,

All that remains of her

Now is pure womanly.

Make no deep scrutiny Into her mutiny

Rash and undutiful:

Past all dishonour,

Death has left on her

Only the beautiful.

Still, for all slips of hers,

One of Eve's family--

Wipe those poor lips of hers

Oozing so clammily.

Loop up her tresses

Escaped from the comb,

Her fair auburn tresses;

Whilst wonderment guesses

Where was her home?

Who was her father?

Who was her mother?

Had she a sister?

Had she a brother?

Or was there a dearer one

Still, and a nearer one

Yet, than all other?

Alas! for the rarity

Of Christian charity

Under the sun!

O, it was pitiful!

Near a whole city full,

Home she had none.

Sisterly, brotherly, Fatherly, motherly

Feelings had changed:

Love, by harsh evidence,

Thrown from its eminence;

Even God's providence

Seeming estranged.

Where the lamps quiver

So far in the river,

With many a light

From window and casement,

From garret to basement, S

he stood, with amazement,

Houseless by night.

The bleak wind of March

Made her tremble and shiver;

But not the dark arch,

Or the black flowing river:

Mad from life's history,

Glad to death's mystery,

Swift to be hurl'd--

Anywhere, anywhere

Out of the world!

In she plunged boldly--

No matter how coldly

The rough river ran--

Over the brink of it,

Picture it--

think of it,

Dissolute Man!

Lave in it,

drink of it,

Then, if you can!

Take her up tenderly,

Lift her with care;

Fashion'd so slenderly,

Young, and so fair!

Ere her limbs frigidly Stiffen too rigidly,

Decently, kindly, Smooth and compose them;

And her eyes, close them,

Staring so blindly!

Dreadfully staring

Thro' muddy impurity,

As when with the daring

Last look of despairing

Fix'd on futurity.

Perishing gloomily,

Spurr'd by contumely,

Cold inhumanity, Burning insanity,

Into her rest.--

Cross her hands humbly

As if praying dumbly,

Over her breast!

Owning her weakness,

Her evil behaviour,

And leaving, with meekness,

Her sins to her Saviour!

Okay it is most hard to just pick on from the king of macabre! (spelling). But this I thought I should share because not everyone knows the true rhythmic Majesty of The Bells... although I love all of Poe's pieces this one is very .... perfect

http://www.reelyredd.com/0107thebells.htm

This is not the best reading I have ever heard but.. they are not easy to find for free online. Really sit back and listen to the rhythm of 'the bells'....

Beautiful paranoia!

Smooches and have a TERROR-ific weekend ;)

Steph

Could I Be a Teacher!?!.....My Entourage

2008-10-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

Howdy Folks,

I thinks (hehe Popye) people have been busy lately..... how can I tell .. no comment props! It is okay I know I am very busy too :) And in fact it is a great thing that we are all busy.

Could I be a Teacher!

Well some big news that I am very nervous about... I contacted a local art supply store about teaching mixed media and this Friday I going in to see if my art would be marketable enough... Meaning in my area are enough people going to want to learn how to do this. And not even I am sure of this! But I thought it was WELLLLLL worth the chance and it is such an amazing opportunity! Tonight I am going to try to do the showcase piece that everyone will be working on. I am of course going to start off very very simple and then maybe in classes to come get more in deapth! Also, the facility likes it when the people can bring a finished piece home, yet another reason I am keeping it simple. We will see, we will see... SUGGESTIONS NEEDED.. What would you like to learn if you took the class! I know that is a tough question becuase I blog with so many accomplished artists. Really I would love some input!

My Entourage

If you haven't noticed yet I finally got my followers sidebar gadget going. I named it My Entourage. If you really dig my blog click on it and when you become a follower I believe you get emails with my updates and all that jazz! I think. Since I am new to it too I have to get out there and follow my peeps! But I have to say that if I you aren't being followed by me then you are mistaken.. I look at about 30 blogs a day so even if you don't see your name on the list beleive me I am watching. HEHE in the wings! Tis the season I guess.

Oh and last but not least a formal introduction is in order...... Everyone this is Lucy and her trusty pup Mabel.

I guess I am inspired but knitting on Monday!

Please leave some love and ideas about the class.

Smooches,

Steph

First Frost & What's Her Name

2008-10-07T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yes kiddies that is right here in upstate NY we had our first frost. AHHHHHHHHHHH… Okay I like it cold but not this cold in October. I guess it is the course of nature and my hands are tied.

My knitting friend and I had a very nice get together and don't worry no one got hurt, in fact, we didn't drink too much we were too busy gabbing away.

I finished my first ATCs last night! I hope they are well loved. I did my best but after all it is my first time. (He He that sounds funny) (Okay I will grow up)

Anywho I would like you to meet some one special, this is……………. Well………….. she doesn't have a name yet I am torn between (Mabel, Betty Sue, Virginia, Lucy, Leslie, Lu Lu, and Carmen). Which one do you feel best suits her? She might become one of my main characters so I think she needs a proper name!

I wish I had something new and exciting to write about but I don't and anything I might have I can't talk about right now. Maybe in a few weeks or a month when the story is all told and I can say it out loud and not have it backfire. If you know me outside the world of blogging I am extremely opinionated and never lack in the conversation zone. But admits the eyes of on lookers who I can't physically see I tend to find myself reserved. This could be because you never know who you will meet. I promise there will come a time when my words will run free on the page, but until then I will remain coy.

Stay Cozy

Smooches